My name is The Nebula Paradox. You don't have to say the full name every time you can just say Nebula or Paradox. I would prefer you do switch it up plz. My actual name is Abel but I would only like for you to call me that if you're rly close or know me irl
Transmasc agender bxy + pangenderspace (pangenderspace means I ID with all space related xenogenders). You may use He/It/Xe + any space themed neoprounouns or space themed emojiself pronouns. I do prefer my pronouns capitalized because of alterhumanity but uncapitalized is okay.
My fandoms change every five seconds and I'm immune to consistency but I like all things horror in general. Mostly right now I like fnaf, the outsiders, and wordgirl. I also like seals a lot. However!!!! Do not my fooled. My real favorite animal is the axolotl
Who would want to be human anyway. Not this eldritch dragon god lol. I actually have a lot more theriotypes and ficitonkins other than just that but that's the main one
I'm not alone........... I am secretly just one of three cohosts of the River of Stars system actually. You were fooled. Muhahaha /j. Collectively, we go by either River or Droplet for short, and use sol/solar or faun/fauna prns collectively. We estimate somewhere around like.... a hundred members. We're almost entirely fictives be warned /sarc. My other cohosts are Necro (they/it) and Silver (she/it/ve/squeak/rot/sizzle/wither)
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Projects I have going on
Child of The Stars - An original work of fiction about Dominick Blackwood, the hybrid offspring of a human woman and one of the ancient eldritch gods
Be Gay, Do Crime - a WordGirl OC fanfiction that I have not updated in years but since I've gotten back into WordGirl I will get back to it
Breaking Pizza - A FNaF crack fic/shitpost where where to toy animatronics run a meth lab
Rapsitte Street Kids Remixed - a rewrite of the infamous so bad it's good (at least in my opinion) 2002 Christmas movie Rapsitte Street Kids: Believe in Santa
Your Son - edgy depressing horrid book of poetry
I would totally NOT love it if you guys asked me about my projects and my characters...... ohhh I would HATE that........ /sarcasm
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Some music artists I like: Creature Feature, Blitzkid, Gravediggas, Ashbury Heights, Oingo Boingo
PJ Masks: Zuri/Lioness, Scorpling and Fennec, Bloodmoon, Trixie the Moon Rabbit
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We have no DNI, but we block liberally. We are anti radqueer, anti proship, pluralpunk, pro endo and pro willo, anti zionist, anti cringe culture, and anti contact for harmful paraphilias. Transandrophobia and transmisogny are both real forms of discrimination. We believe anyone may identify themselves however they wish as long as they are not hurting anyone. Shipcourse is ridiculous and doesn't make any sense so we're not bothering with labels, just know we strongly object to the intentional romanization of pedophilic and incestuous ships and lolicon/shotacon content. Please follow your own DNI.
Do not involve us in syscourse, queer discourse, alter/nonhuman discourse, fandom discourse, or really any sort of discourse against our will. We do hold stances on these, and discoursers are welcome to interact and follow, but please do not involve us in it. Respectfully, ain't nobody in the River got time for that
We switch very quickly and very spontaneously. (Some people have accused us of faking switches in real life for this reason. I don't really get now that means faking but whatever dude)
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"Masculinity is always rewarded in society!!" In the 1900s, women could get lobotomized for anything that was deemed as "masculine behaviour", you dared to even wear pants? lobotomy. In many of these cases doctors recognized that lobotomies would result in either the woman dying or becoming a vegetable, enough that they would be refered to as "a veritable household pet". Lobotomies were done for multiple reasons, but one of them was for being masculine.
If by "rewarded" you mean "getting your entire functions reduced to nothing because you were forced to recieve a nail through your eye to destroy your frontal lobe and most likely dying in the process" then yes, masculinity is "rewarded"
thing I am proud of: when the doctor started going on a weird rant about long covid not being real I paused and listened to his nonsense for a bit and then very calmly said, in a polite and curious tone, "you don't believe in post-viral illness?" and he like. stammered a bunch and was like OH WELL I'M NOT SAYING -- I DON'T...I just think ..! and backpedaled awkwardly while I just sat there like :3c interesting :3c thank you so much for clarifying your stance on this :3c
an important skill for chronically ill people to develop is the ability to treat the doctor as though they are simply a person you are interviewing to find out how much they know about your condition.
Holy shit op this is LITERALLY in the book 'Never Split The Difference: Negotiating as if Your Life Depends On It'. Written by a guy who did hostage negotiation and then tried doing business negotiation, and mopped the floor with industry experts.
I'm fortunate enough to have a primary care doctor who knows about hEDS, but it's occurring to me that the skills in this book could be medically life changing for chronically ill folks of all kinds. Like. Literally a matter of life and death, especially for BIPOC and/or fat and/or young people who are having their issues dismissed.
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it's crazy to me when people talk about 'ipad kids' like letting a child online = lack of parental attention = bad. first of all did none of you ever experience 'parental control' surveillance tech and have none of you ever asked the parent of an 'ipad kid' how much of it they use
unfortunate truth of reality is that oftentimes 15 year olds will say/do/believe some stupid bullshit because they are 15 but telling them that they believe that because they are 15 is probably the most counterproductive thing in the entire universe
i remember being 15 and wanting literally nothing more than to be taken seriously and listened to and every thought and feeling i had was dismissed because i was a hormonal teenager. i was well aware at that point that a lot of the things i felt were probably because i was a kid, but that didnt make any of it less real, and being dismissed because of my age 1. did not help 2. did not make me feel better 3. made me angry at and untrustworthy of adults because they refused to listen to me. teenagers are people. kids are people. one of the only major things separating them from adults are experience and wisdom. they have like. you know. interiority
like in YOUR mind you may think youre being helpful by going 'well you're a kid, its not really a big deal, youre okay, youll get over it' but that does not register as "helpful affirmation that everything will turn out fine and the only reason im upset is because of something out of my control so its better to just try and come to terms with it" it registers as 'adult dismissing my real tangible problems and sadness and anger because of my age and inadvertently calling me stupid'
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I wish I could make white people(and not just white Americans) understand how diverse the pre-columbian Americas were. The history, religion, culture, politics was at least as complex as Europe's. There was the full gamut of religions, from monotheists to animists to ancestral religions. There were city building empires, village farmers, nomadic traders, and so many other ways to live. This is all just based on what we know, the fragments left behind and the stories of survivors of an apocalyptic plague. All this before the most extended campaign of genocide in history was waged in an attempt to wipe out those survivors.
Over 500 years spent trying to cut down a whole trunk of human culture.
Do you understand how much poorer our whole species is because of it? Can you imagine where art, religion, and science would be if we still had these vast bodies of knowledge? The stain of the colonial project will never be fully washed clean. We owe more than just the land to those we stole from. We owe them a whole future, a future that could have been brighter for all of us. If only greed and fear weren't allowed to rule this land.
I'm not even kidding it's so clear that everyone sees black people and especially black women as some sort of alternate species. I'm getting into doll collection & customization videos because I've been getting into collecting myself and toys and art are supposed to bring me happiness and even there I can't escape the anti blackness. Like... you're lucky if you find a character or doll that's consistently brown skinned and carefully designed in popular brands. Collectors will always favor light skin or fantasy colors anyways. I had to watch a white creator call a custom Garnet doll "dummy thicc" and describe her in progress proportions as "female rappery" why couldn't just have said curvy? You're not funny or cool and I'm very tired
āGirl cultureā and then itās having periods or having breasts or having a vagina or having conformed to feminine beauty standards at some point in your life
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So the subplot ofĀ Holes is that Kate Barlow deals with the politically-sanctioned execution of her black boyfriendāwho unlawfully kissed a white woman who was in love with him!!!āby becoming a serial killer who targets racist/sexist white dudes who harassed her, were rejected, then went after her boyfriend as revenge from the depths of the āfriend zoneā.
Donāt forget the main plot was a damning satire of the brokenness and inherent racism of the American justice and prison systems! Louis Sachar does not fuck about
It always fuck me up that older people donāt understand how this story is as essential to most american children as Gone with the Wind or Mary Poppins was.
And the technical writing of Holes is perfect. Like, itās one of the most technically-perfect books ever written. Basically any plotting or pacing or characterization issue youāre having, read Holes and really study how Sachar did it. THE LIZARDS! THE LIZARDS.
