Go Slower

“I„„could kill myself for that…music. Immediately. Life is pointless without music for me. Whether that is because I grew up in our generation, you know our generation we grew up with…you don’t have to go too far back before images didn’t even exist. Like, so we got cinema…like our generation, a lot of people….the first thing, the first time that you learn about, I don’t know, the first kiss or that kind of thing is through cinema. It’s…it looks beautiful and it’s soundtracked. It’s very important. The idea, all of those moments we learn about early on you learn through movies that is soundtracked. I remember the first time…I went to kiss a girl by the age of six, the first thing I was aware of was that…there was no music playing - I Didn’t Like That, I did not like that. Music for me…is…well…you know I think you can find it the kind of like a quantum annealing in physics, like the dark matter. The search of dark matter. That’s what music is for me, cause how amazing is it. I don’t want to be a geek or something - but it doesn’t exist. I’m only obsessed, my main obsession *starts laughing*, no but my main obsession is…well, 1. women…*laughing*…I don’t mean it like that…but what I mean is…I’ve said a lot of times that I always try….always looked for God in lots of different things - whether that’s being drugs, women, etcetera etcetera. But all of those things are tangible and they exist and you can see them and you can feel them. Music doesn’t exist, physically. Yet, it commands every facet of my personality and it has the power to command people how to feel. Imagery, words - they’re very suggestive…and music it can command somebody how to feel on a emotional level uncontrollably. I just find that So Fascinating. So Fascinating. The idea that it exist…in another dimension, really. It makes me question Everything - my love and knowledge and understanding of music is being the one thing that’s make me sway more to being religious. I am not religious at all, but the more obsessed I become with music the more I questioning spirituality and religion. And that sounds really pretentious, but it’s true, because music as a form - is just like a beautiful idea. And i’m obsessed with it. Totally obsessed with it.”

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