"One thing you should know about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies." I remember this day. This was one of the days my father would leave the house to deal with business but not without leaving me with some sort of wisdom.
Now betrayal was all I felt. My blood boiled for hours after the events of last tonight. I knew right then that I never wanted to see his face again and I made sure I wouldn't have to endure his presence again by ending it all for him. Positively sure I had set off all bullets towards him. I’m completely sure they hit him. Though it was blurry I was able to make him out as a generous amount of light shined down on his figure, allowing me to end it all for him.
“I don’t regret what I did” I said to myself. I seriously wouldn’t rather how things went tonight go any different. The event opened my eyes and let me realize early he wasn’t what I needed. He was just another fuck boy trynna be someone in these streets my father created and once ran in.
I remember when I wanted to love him and hopefully spend my rest of my life with him but thankfully it all went down before me before I got deeper then how deep I’m already in. I had to think fast now, for people would be after me, but I could take it. I could take them all. No one knew what I was capable even though I was taught by the best.
In a dark room I sat on my bottom against the wooden creaky floors, my back to the wall with no defense. As soon as they snatched me up they ripped my piece out of my hands. I couldn't see my beholders' face but I could tell it wasn't someone I was familiar with. The vibe was off.
It was the people he warned me about before this whole mess started. Here I resided captured again at hostage but If I could take him I could take them it would be a matter of time before clear light shined through the windows and I could find my way out of here and finally deal with those who needed to be dealt with.
I was ready to cut off everyone I ever met in this state because it’s true what they warned you about you can’t trust anyone. But before I leave I must go back for Alanay. My big sister I could tell she needed me, but she had no idea how much I needed her. A shoulder to cry on and let out my true feelings. She was always there for me when I was out of it and I got to be there for her. At this very moment I promise to go back to her. I always keep my promises some way somehow I manage to keep them.
Locked away as the boss had ordered as he thought of his second move. I’m sure he was flustered at this point, shit.
Last night was crazy and full of misconceptions. I guarded her door for about an hour before tending to my own needs and finding my way home.
She was crazy we all knew it for her father is who she got her antics from shooting all over the place killing people who didn't have to go.
I prayed silently to God last night begging for her return I needed her and she needed to understand how desperately I needed her. For she had no clue what I've been through during her time of departure.
I've been defeated by the one I loved so many times. I don’t even know how to love anymore when I saw her tonight all feeling I once had and was stripped from me finally came back at an instant my heart was warm but it seems like trouble follows as soon as I’m happy all good is stripped from me.
Now I layed naked as he forced himself into me for my body was to weak to put up a fight again. It hurt like hell. Every night the pain increased for there was no pleasure on my end for this was torture and I couldn't take it anymore. I needed a savior. My dearest sister, Nevada.
I let my half open eyes flutter open completely as the sun had risen into the sky,shinning and could be partially seen out the small window of the small room. I squinted my eyes from the solar rays in front of them, raised from my position on the floor and looked at my surroundings. This place was familiar, very familiar.
I crept around the furnished bedroom as I made my way to a door pushing it open, it opened with ease and without much force as it began to come back to me slowly. This is we’re it all started. It looked different from how it was left before. Now it was redecorated the theme I couldn't place my mind on it maybe fall with all the green. I touched the new glass shower wall and reminisce. I remember visiting this room for the short while I was here.
It would only be true if she was back where I had found her. Ducking down underneath the sink there I found her, behind stacks of untouched toilet paper. I wasn't where I thought I was last night. Now I was angrier then ever. Here I was back at fucking square one with an adrenaline rush of undefined.
My hands shook uncontrollably as I quickly jetted back to the door locking it behind me as I panted with my back against it. This time around I wouldn't make the same mistake I made the last time for now I had a plan. My plan was to fuck shit up. I pulled the safety back on the gun and began to plan for my escape, arrival and what they call their empires destruction.
* Note this is a filler Chapter & Nevada will be on and cracking ready to reveal her plan Chapter 23, Don't sleep*
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