Egoista

So i have been writing songs/poetry for me , a band, and homework. So i guess i deceided to share this poem i wrote for a band that i just wanted to keep on to.

Its called : Forgive and Forget (written by me) on February 29 2012

I understand why you hate me , sometimes I can’t even look at myself because it hurts way too much. My heart it tainted because of me. Sometimes it’s give me chills inside knowing what I turned out to be. And these dreams I had are all just rolling away from me.

In high school I was nothing. I guess I took advice from my past.  It’s so long gone for me why they taunted me for being fat. It’s too hard to live up to expectations when you don’t have them yourself. It’s too hard to be you when you’re doing someone else. It’s why I forgive and forget.

It wasn't easy failing; sometimes I had to try harder when I knew I didn't have it in me. It’s all my fault I know we established this in the beginning. But now that I’m gone and going places you find me attractive in that way that I wanted you to see me before. Its great that you see me as I am right now but that doesn't entitle you to bring up my devious past.

In high school I was nothing. I guess I took advice from my past.  It’s so long gone for me why they taunted me for being fake & fat. It’s too hard to live up to expectations when you don’t have them yourself. It’s too hard to be you when you’re doing someone else. It’s why I forgive and forget.