ela.

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genre: angst.

You and Bangchan were a perfect couple, everyone admires the both of you, and your relationship is public since Chan is a singer and you’re an actress, basically you guys are the ideal couple, and everyone gives their best wishes to the both of you.

Everyone wishes that you guys will get married, have kids and live until you guys get older, But behind those perfect moments, behind the cameras, behind the scenes, behind everything in the entertainment industry, behind all the fame.

It was the complete opposite, to arguments everyday, to not sleeping in the same bed, and sleeping in separate rooms, no happiness in their house, and one fell out of love. And that's your boyfriend, chan.

He comes home late, or doesn't come home at all, his bandmates said that he sleeps on the his studio a lot, and says that he stays there cause he’s tired of all the arguments in the house, and that he prefers to stay on the studio, because he thinks that if he comes home you guys will fight again.

And he’s tired of it, and to be honest you are too. You also had a breather when Chan started to act like that not going home or going home when you're sleeping.

After 2days you decided to go to Chan's studio to end everything, because there’s no point in fighting for the relationship anymore, and both of you are tired.

But you still love him, and when you love someone and it’s to the point where you’re the only one who is fighting for this to last longer, it’s time to let go, even if it’s hard.

Few minutes later you came into his company, the employees there obviously knew you so they just greeted you, and smiled.

You arrived in his studio and knocked, “come in.” he said, you came inside “hi, Chris.” you greeted him, he didn’t look instead he said “y/n, please i don’t want to argue, go home.”

“I’m not here to argue, Chris. I’m here to end things with you since there’s no point in continuing our relationship.” You said straight to the point.

“What?” He turned around his chair and looked at you, he looked tired, “Chris, I know we're both tired, and I feel like I'm the only one fighting in this relationship and you already gave up, so there’s no point.”

“Maybe it is time to let go,” Chris said.

“Yeah, it’s not us.”

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tw : mentions of accident, amnesia. please don't read if uncomfy. ^^

you and hyunsuk was together for awhile when suddenly you lost all your memories.

hyunsuk didn't want to make your remember him, because he was the reason why you got into an accident.

meanwhile, hyunsuk's brother yoshi had liked you for a while, he was the one who admired you from afar.

at the hospital, hyunsuk told yoshi to delete all their memories together.

“are you serious?” yoshi asked him, “i am, just delete it all please yoshi.”

yoshi had no choice but delete all your pictures together, sure yoshi likes you but he wouldn't want to betray his brother like that.

time skip, you woke up and everything around you was unfamiliar white walls, you don't remember anything.

but there was one person beside you, sleeping he was a unfamiliar sight, so you woke him up.

“sir..?” you said trying to wake up the boy beside you, “oh-oh wow y-you're awake?” the boy said.

“i am, where am i? what happened? who are you?” you asked the boy.

“hyunsuk, your ... friend ”

you nodded, then suddenly another boy came into your sight, “and, who are you?” you asked the boy infront of you.

“yoshi, your boy bestfriend” he smiled widely “i have to go, y/n get well soon okay?” hyunsuk said and stood up from his seat.

“hyunsuk, your not gonna stay?” you asked him “i'm sorry lo- i mean y/n i have something to do yoshi can stay with you.”

he told you, and left the room, “so yoshi, tell me what happened? why can't i remember anything?” you asked.

“you were in a accident, with your ex boyfriend.” “ex? I had a boyfriend?” “yeah, before the accident he wanted to break up with you, but you denied and-”

time skip, after a few years you and yoshi's wedding was arriving and hyusuk, who was back from the states came back for the wedding.

“hey.” you started the conversation, “oh hey y/n congrats .” he said and i smiled “why didn't you tell me? that you were my boyfriend? and you were the one who i had an accident with?” he had wide eyes.

“it was for the best love.”

this is amelia btw ^^

it was prom night, and you had no partner but you had to go because it was required.

what you wore was a long, fitted white gown, looks like you were getting married but let's forget that part.

that was the only gown you had, but anyway you and doyoung were close friends, and he suprisingly doesn't have a partner as well.

so you approached him, and nudged his elbow, “looks like, dobby doesn't have a partner as well.” you said to the boy who was just peacefully drinking his juice.

“hey, for you information you don't have one also.” he said and you laughed, “well, i don't have a partner, you don't have one as well let's be partners instead?”

you asked him, and he had wide eyes “are you serious right now?” “why not? we're both friends that doesn't have partners for this stupid prom, so why not be us?”

“fine, let's be partners for prom then.”

both of you shooked hands, and went to the dance floor, perfect timing it was time for the slow dance.

“well, perfect timing.” you said to doyoung, he nodded and grabbed your hand and brang you to the center of the dance floor.

“hey, what are you doing?”

“dancing with you, obviously.”

“at the center of the dance floor seriously?”

“i want everybody to know that your my muse, for today's night.”

— all it took to love you was seeing a piece of themselves in you and now they don't know if they'll ever stop loving you. or if they ever want to stop loving you

okay this is soft. so soft but thank you once again mahal for tagging me!! (@lyjikyu)

here's mine.

lmao i mean, i really love angst with comfort. well sometimes people like it like that.

opening their wounds and rub them with salt, sometimes pain can be helpful to you because it can make you move forward. well that's just my opinion.

both you and junghwan always studies together, and today is your finals for your exam. and its the last year of collage which means, its hell week.

you and junghwan wers bestfriends—ever since middle school, and suprisingly—both of you were in the same collage university.

you moved schools when highschool ended. and senior high you felt pretty lonely—without junghwan.

but, enough about the sad stuff well finals are. but who cares your with your bestfriend.

"hey hwanie." you waved at your bestfriend who was deep on thought. "oh, hey" he finally replied.

"you okay? what's with the deep thought look?" you sincerely asked "oh, nothing—its just about the finals and how it's gonna be a hell week for the both of us, i mean not only us but everyone."

"well, that's collage and we have to deal with that but let's go to the cafe then after then we'll study." you patted his back.

he nodded and both of you went to the cafe, it's one of your favorite cafes to go to, and both of you sat down by the window "ill go order, okay?" junghwan said and you nodded.

when junghwan left, you look by the window and see many people passing by, cars passing by, it was just a regular day.

but your feelings, aren't. you indeed have feelings for your bestfriend and thats big risk to your friendship. I mean we all know those type of things you can't really control your feelings for someone.

for someone who has been by your side eversince, and for someone who never left you even if you left your old school, he still cherished your friendship even though you left him on highschool.

he still kept in touch with you, the whole year and kept you company during the days you felt lonley, i mean who wouldn't catch feelings for that someone?

after a few minutes, junghwan came with both of your orders, he sure does memorize your favorite coffee and that's sweet for you.

"here's your usual order, it's still the same right?" you nodded "you still memorize them." he chuckled "of course i do, your my best friend." you smiled.

after awhile, both of you were already studying for finals, and junghwan was so focused on studying.

"hey, hwanie?" he looked at you "hmm?"

"what happens when you like someone, but you don't know what they feel about you?" he chuckled "what type of question is that, princess?"

princess. one of the nicknames he gave you, cause he wanted to treat you like one.

"cause, what if i like you? just a genuine question."

"i will like you back." wide eyes. "w-what?"

"i like you, princess."

im fr soft on how these turned out:

this one was so cute! thank you rubie for tagging me again! ily 🥺🤍

and for the tags, anyone can do it since i don't really interact with anyone here.

and for anyone who wants to interact with me, please do feel free because im desperate to interact with yall so don't hesitate to send an ask!

you liked yedam since ever since you were highschool and one of the reasons why you liked him is because one, his singing skills are perfect.

two, his very gentle with adults and very nice with kids three, he likes to help everyone in need, yedam is popular for his kindness to everyone.

every girl liked him, and of course you were one of them, but you got lucky because yedam noticed you and approached you during break time.

you were surprised— because who wouldn't? the guy you liked is literally infront of you, smiling. "hey, do you mind if i could sit with you during break?" he kindly asked but you immediately answered.

"yes, of course i don't mind." you kindly smiled and he silently said thank you, after that you and yedam got along—very well.

he brings you to the music room to show off his singing skills, both of you always hangs out even if its school days or not, just like bestfriends.

but, let's not forget about your feelings it grows deeper and deeper everyday. and it seems like your falling for him already, but—the problem here is that does yedam, feel the same?

or does he see you as his best friend only, and nothing more than that.

so you planned to tell him, you wanted to act brave and tell him that you like him, and you can't handle it because it can grow deeper. and everyone hates rejection.

you texted yedam to meet him at the park, and that was the time where it's either you lose him, or he's gonna be there for you. as a bestfriend or lover.

later, you got ready and you were wearing his hoodie you looked at the mirror one last time, then left your house.

you got to the park and saw yedam— sitting on the swings, admiring the sky it was late. stars were out and the beautiful round moon was there watching.

so you approached him, "hey" you said—making him look at you. "hi, why did you want to meet here? is there anything wrong?" he asked—you sighed and sat on the swing next to him.

"yedam... what happens when i say that i like you?" you looked at him—and he said "you like me? how? as a bestfriend? -" you shook your head "no, more than that yedam."

he gave you a smile, "im sorry..." there it was—the part where you lose him. "but... i only see you as a bestfriend."

you nodded "i expected that." he sighed "im really—really sorry." you shooked your head "no no it's fine, it's okay. i just wanted to tell this because my feelings are getting deep and i might fall, but I got my answer, you'll never catch me."

you stood up from the swing—turning your back on him, never looking back and walked away from the park.

you indeed, found him but you lost him at the same time cause of your feelings for him.