Asleep

You can be a good person with a kind heart and still say no.

There’s something I learned about you. That even if you are not talking, you are actually talking. That’s what I came to realize. That’s why, even if you don’t talk, you’re still talking in your own way. I realized that now. Whenever you write “…”, I think, “What is this?”, “Is he ignoring me again?”, “What is his problem?”. That’s how I used to be. But you… must have been talking all along. You said, “Get lost” from the inside. “Forget it.” “Help me.” Like “Hug me,” or “I want… to cry”. I realized… silence was one of the methods you mentioned. That’s why… when you look at me without saying anything… like you are doing now… I want to hug you.

me: *Finds new song that really likes*

Suddenly you’re 21 and you’re screaming along in the car to all the songs you listened to when you were sad in middle school and everything is different but everything is good.

Are you in love?