[ the boyz ] ꕤ as the vamps' songs
genre : fluff, suggestive, angst
ꕤ lee sangyeon – “ we don't care ”
having a crush on your brother's best friend was definitely something wrong. but going against your feelings wasn't good either. student parties are made for fun, drinking and having a good time with friends, playing games and talking to each other until dawn. but sometimes (today) you want things to be different, stray from your habits.. and sangyeon wanted the same. so despite the prohibitions, and with the alcohol flowing freely in your blood, break the rules and kissing each other like tomorrow doesn't exist seemed like the right behavior to have. his hands holding your thighs with your back is against his car door, your hands getting lost in the locks of his hair while his lips kissed yours with passion and lust, defying prohibitions has never seemed so good to you. but the next morning everything was back to normal, you were friends under the eyes of your big brother, nothing more. or at least, until the next party.
ꕤ bae jacob – “ lovestruck ”
the first time jacob saw you was when he moved to town. you were there, seated at a table in a corner of this café downstairs from his house, headphones on your ears with music that was playing far too loudly for the well-being of your ears. then he got into the habit of going down to this cafe every day, just so he could calmly observe you, grinning like a fool when you got the wrong lyrics while humming the music, until you left again, to come back the next morning. but despite that, your face remained engraved day and night in his head, making his heart beat wildly every time he thought of you. although he thought you were inaccessible and probably already taken, he mustered up his courage one day to join your table, wondering if you had any plans for dinner because he wanted to ask you out. and against all his expectations, you accepted, even offering to go for a walk along the beach to get to know each other.
ꕤ kim younghoon – “ cheater ”
everyone knew, but no one told you, and it was driving younghoon crazy. you were in love and visibly blind, not to see that the so-called family meals your boyfriend went to, was actually happening between the four walls of his room with people who were neither his parents nor his brothers and sisters. so when one day after school, younghoon suggested you go see your boyfriend at his house with him, you followed him to the door of your boyfie's bedroom without suspecting anything : until you saw that naked girl on top of him, and you finally understood all the innuendos that younghoon told you. but after spending several days crying in younghoon's arms, wondering if it was all your fault, the sweet and reassuring words of the latter woke up something warm in your little broken heart. especially when he puts a lock of your hair behind your ear, telling you that you could be his whole world if you chose him. maybe in the end, he was the one you should have as a boyfriend.
ꕤ lee hyunjae – “ hands ”
contrary to popular belief, conversations have never been your thing. and it obviously wasn't hyunjae's thing either. from the first time you met, the sexual tension between you was widely felt throughout the room : which quickly ended with the two of you climbing the stairs to the nearest bedroom. his hands on your hips while you took off his shirt, you didn't need to talk to understand what you wanted from each other. and when he flew your dress on the floor, your two bodies on the bed, a few words escaped his beautiful lips, but you quickly reminded him that his lips were made for kissing you, not for talking. and so it was every time you met : you left the conversations on the doormat, your wandering hands here and there on the other's body, and your lips against each other (or between each other's legs) because your bodies speak louder than your words for you to understand each other.
ꕤ lee juyeon – “ chemicals ”
juyeon used to go out to clubs with his friends, but strangely, he never go back to the dorms with them. obviously, when you're in the room too, with all these people around you, but you still shine so much that you dazzle his eyes, he can't leave without you. and when your eyes meet, giving the impression that you are alone in the world, nothing can stop you both. his hands on your hips to make you dance like there's no tomorrow, feverish kisses exchanged to lessen your urge to jump on each other, until you lose your mind. and when you pull him outside, drifting away into the summer air that hovers around you, juyeon finds you even more dazzling, like a sunset that does not want to leave his memory. and when you kiss him under the graying light of a street lamp, his hands grab your cheeks, holding you close. a kiss as sweet as caramel but as explosive as a molotov cocktail.
ꕤ moon kevin – “ middle of the night ”
kevin and you, it was a great love story, rocked with laughter, love and happiness. but when everything went up in smoke, one morning you left with your suitcase, pulling you away from the immense sorrow that was forming in your chest, but you left a broken boy behind you. since that day, kevin keeps wondering how it all ended, how the laughter could turn into tears, how your moments of happiness could become moments of arguments, how could his heartbeat stop after you left. sometimes, he still calls you in the middle of the night, crying without finding the right words to tell you how much he is suffering, repeating how much he misses you and the way he keeps thinking about you all the (fucking) time. and despite biting your bloody nails, fighting against your constant urge to return to him, you spend hours listening to him without saying anything, the phone to your ear, several times a week, without ever hanging up the first.
ꕤ choi chanhee – “ just my type ”
you don't know how you ended up in this situation, running after a boy who can't stop playing with your head everytime. basically, this story was only supposed to last for one evening, a night where you had the misfortune to approach chanhee at a bar party. he was everything you wanted, everything you loved,so ending the night with him seemed like the best thing possible. but when you found him the next day in your literature class, your heart was convinced that it was a stroke of fate. then you spoke to him again, and although he seemed detached from the situation, something drew you to him like a magnet. you wanted it to be more than a one night stand, but that was not what chanhee wanted. and yet, he continued to use you as he saw fit, making you hope for a beautiful love story, when he was just having fun. but despite everything, even though your relationship was not what you wanted, you liked the way he played with your heart and your head, even if it kept you from sleeping. and when you try to leave, to detach yourself from this relationship which is far too toxic for you, a smile and a kiss from him made you fall back into his sheets.
ꕤ ji changmin – “ wild heart ”
the first time changmin saw you, he instantly fell in love. it was a summer evening, there was a campfire on a beach, and there you were, dancing to guitar tunes, spinning around on your own in bursts of laughter. he hadn't even noticed that he was staring at you, smiling like an idiot, before one of your friends called out to him, inviting him and his friends to join you all. instantly, your smile grew, advancing towards him before grabbing his hands, enticing him to dance with you. this simple gesture filled his heart with happiness, as a sunset warms the skin. the wild party passed in a good mood, between a few beers and funny stories, until very late at night. the moon shone brightly on the beach as you sang along with everyone, under changmin's loving eyes. after a few minutes, everyone was still talking together, but you decided to take a walk along the sea, dragging changmin with you. his hand clinging to yours, you led him gently in your step, dancing with your feets in the cold water, and changmin promised himself not to let you go away from him. and visibly, the love at first sight was mutual, because the next day, you made the crazy decision to continue your road trip by his side. hand in hand, heart to heart.
ꕤ ju haknyeon – “ all the lies ”
haknyeon and you were meant to last forever. you promised to travel together, discover all your dream destinations together, get a matching tattoo, your family really appreciates him, and his mother has already adopted you (he even told her that he wanted to marry you). your relationship was so beautiful and strong that everyone envies you, nothing could take his eyes off yours, and no one was able to make your heart beat like he could. hundreds of i love you escaped your lips every time he kissed your cheek, and you never got tired of seeing a smile appear on his lips when he heard them. or at least, that's what he thought. when you introduced him to this childhood friend, telling him he was so nice and funny, that they would get along well together, he just smiled. but he was not stupid, he noticed that the eyes of this boy resting on you, was the same as he had for you. and that's when he realized the walls around your relationship were coming down, going from love for life to nothing at all.
ꕤ kim sunwoo – “ can we dance ”
campus favorite fuckboy, who thinks that whatever he wants, he gets. despite the fact that you (like everyone else) have a soft spot for him, the sweet words he whispers in your ear above the big music that sets the mood for the party, do not make you fall into his trap. and when he shortens the conversation to try to get you upstairs, you remember that everyone knows he becomes an asshole when he gets drunk. but somehow, after your hand slapped his cheek several times to punish his bad behavior, his apology seems sincere and his sweet smile ends up melting your heart. so the next day, when you finally find yourselves alone in a deserted alley of the library, it doesn't take long for his hands to get under your top and for his lips to crash against yours.
ꕤ sohn eric – “ personal ”
as far back as you can remember, you've always had eric with you. from the cradles of the nursery, to the benches of the primary school, to the sports hall of the high school, ending in the amphitheatres of the university, it was always the two of you. until you met your boyfriend, and everything changed between you two. eric hated seeing you with him, even though he always said he was fine, you could see in his eyes he was lying. he must have been stupid to think he could lie to you, when you knew by heart every parts of him. at a party where you watched him out of the corner of your eye, chatting with other friends, one of them had the brilliant idea of playing the game “seven minutes in heaven”, even if you didn't really agree, you end up giving in to your boyfriend's pleas. turning the bottle to find your playmate, it miraculously landed on your best friend, and in less time than it takes to tell, the two of you were together in a closet, almost plunged into darkness. in the dark, your right hand clung to eric's, while his free hand hesitantly cupped your cheek. he wanted to tell you everything he had on his heart, that he thought that personally you would be better with somebody like him, while you wanted to tell him how much you miss him, and that the way you love him, was reserved exclusively for him. but the game ended, and you're back to best friends but in a lovers way.
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