yoonminirl

taglist is unfortunately closed due to limited mentions on blogs ! so sorry. thanks (..◜ᴗ◝..)

i wish it was easier to tell. i am off work tomorrow, so after my nail appointment and trip to the post office i’ll definitely be writing some more. as for the rest of this weekend, i’m seeing ariana grande in concert on saturday, so i am sure it won’t be out then. chances are, if i can’t put it out tomorrow, i will be updating sunday or monday. i’m almost done with writing everything, so the sooner i get done the better :))

so great news i have paid this book a sliver of attention each week and i forgot too. if i’m correct riki is either late 18, early 19 and reader is 19 or 20. as for the nightmares, i don’t think i ever really explained what his nightmares usually were based around. i typically use the scene of what happened between their parents as an example since it’s the traumatic event that changed the trajectory of his life, but you can headcannon whatever you want !

enjoy some ch13 spoilers, bc the part IS coming and i’m not dead and i’m not discontinuing. in fact i’ll give kiss to whoever can guess who she’s fucking here. please don’t try to kill me 💔💔

i agree with almost everything you’re saying here. the amount of people feeling forced to leave the fandom is so sad, but the people who are leaving and spreading hate on the boys just makes me feel sick personally. i think the only place i don’t align, is where you mentioned no one is saying anything to heeseung about any of this. i’ve been around many corners of the internet trying to get some piece of mind from other engenes about the whole thing, and i am noticing heeseung is getting it extremely bad from ot6 fans. he’s been called selfish, disrespectful and ungrateful for this whole situation and it hurts my heart especially because we don’t know what happened behind closed door. i can acknowledge that the internet is very big though, and can assume there’s plenty of people on the sides of the virtual world where they just don’t come into contact with certain sides of the situation online. he had it the worst at first, and now because of more discourse ot6 is also getting nasty messages sent to them on every corner of the internet. i don’t think any of them deserve any of this. like you said, this is all at the hands of the label. it’s out of enhypen’s control entirely. the most they can do is try to address the situations, and yet they can’t do that without the label’s approval as well. i think the only thing we can do as of right now is sit around, wait it out and defend all 7 of our boys from everyone trying to tear them down whether they are whole or separated 🫶

i noticed his intentions with his statement, and honestly it still hurts. i know he’s not a mean person and he wasn’t intending on upsetting anyone. i personally just felt a little attacked because of the way he worded things, but i also understand it was out of anger because of what they thought was a fight in the lima crowd. i did sense some kind of animosity in his tone, whether that’s with stuff that personally happened with heeseung (which fans should know that’s not our business) and the pushing and shoving in the crowd (which was also mistaken to be a fight over the fan chant) and even as a fan who’s not trying to make problems within the fandom i just think there’s a lot of pressure right now because of the situation in general and it’s making a lot of us feel stressed and unwelcome. i think we ALL can agree we would rather be anywhere but in this situation right now. i’m glad i’m not the only one trying to analyze things like this though, i think we’re all just looking for answers right now, and for some of us the answers are just a bit hurtful to hear. behind all of it, i just hope they aren’t on bad terms with heeseung. i just want everyone to be happy, whether that’s as a group or not and knowing there’s a chance they aren’t cool with each other anymore hurts my feelings the most 🙁

i’m sorry. im trying my best but between the stuff going on in my life and the discourse happening within enha/engene i have no motivation to get this shit done. i’m ngl as someone’s who ot7 (to be clear: supporting enha as they are and heeseung as a soloist while still loudly loving their past and quietly wishing they’d bring heeseung back) i feel very unwanted in this fandom right now and it’s making writing extremely difficult. i’ve considered discontinuing and abandoning this account the last few days just because i just feel pushed away as a lot of engenes do right now simply for loving the version of enha as 7. i ultimately decided not to because i genuinely love this app and the people i’ve connected to through it. i don’t have many friends that like enhypen and this has helped me gain some, i wouldn’t want to lose that. this may sound parasocial, but i still love my boys through everything. i can’t hold any of them to this because we don’t know what happens behind the scenes. i just wish everything could go back to how it was before march 10th. i want everyone to just be happy again. i’ll post as soon as i can. please bare with me. thank you 🫶

well without spoiling, riki’s the submissive on here. and no one gets pegged bc i have a few of these asking if riki is getting pegged…. i’m so sorry but this isn’t that kind of party 😭😭😭😭😭 and regarding the update… it’s coming im just unfortunately employed and quite frankly being forced to write in segments in my free time so. y’all just gonna have to wait 💔💔💔💔 i’m working on it tho y’all trust me, it’s coming for sure this week

perhaps perchance permaybe :333333

tomorrow i hope !!! i’ve been writing. this chapter shouldn’t be as long as the last :3