invisible string

my pookie

toji is protective, brooding and teasing, and cautiously in love with you. he isn’t exactly a good person — far from it, actually, and he knows that. but he can’t help but love you anyway. no matter how many times he catches himself thinking that you should be with someone else, someone better, he still finds himself going back to you; back to your warmth and comfort. toji never thought he'd love again, not this kind of love, the kind that has him speaking gently, laughing fondly and smiling sincerely. but you proved him wrong. toji's a little stiff, and more than a little afraid of ruining what you have, but he's trying his best. he's basically your personal guard dog, eternally loyal to you; and god forbid someone hurts you, because this man will cross any and all lines if you need him to. he’s at your beck and call, even though he denies it, and will do literally anything you ask of him as long as you act cute enough. you make him oddly sentimental, vulnerable in a way that’s almost scary to him, but it also makes him think that maybe even he is capable of changing. toji isn’t a good person, not really, but when he’s with you he feels like it. he says you’re rubbing off on him — but he doesn’t mean it in a bad way. maybe one day he’ll be able to look himself in the mirror and feel as if he’s worthy of being with someone like you.

choso is reserved, a little odd, and fiercely devoted. he's so protective, when it comes to those he loves — whether it be his brothers or you. to a stranger choso might seem a little cold and apathetic, but that's anything but true! he has so much love to give, and he cares for you so earnestly. when he's with you he's so soft, almost a little shy, eager to help you in any way he can; cooking for you, scaring off weirdos approaching you, and just generally watching over you fondly to make sure that you're happy. he sees you as someone precious, a treasured person that he has to protect and nurture. simply put, he’s very weak for you. and he's a big sap, too! but he's fairly good at hiding it. or... maybe not really. i feel like he'd deadass start crying if he saw you get along with his brothers. you and yuuji could literally just be playing smash bros together, and all of a sudden you hear sobbing in the background and the sound of photos being taken. for choso, seeing the people he loves most interact makes him happier than anything else in the world — it’s the small moments that truly matter to him, and it’s those he’ll remember fondly in the future, locked away safely in his heart.

geto is clever and thoughtful, and a little too empathetic for his own good. he cares a lot, more than you might think — about everyone around him, but especially you. he’s almost motherly at times, always comforting and reassuring, fussing over you and making sure you’re doing alright. he can be a bit teasing, too, and stern when he needs to be, but all of his actions and words are coloured with genuine concern for you. he has the patience of a saint, and will be able to handle your personality without a hitch, no matter how chaotic — he finds you endearing, and soothing, and someone he needs to protect above all else. seeing you in pain physically hurts him, disgusts him at his very core, but he’ll still put those feelings aside to properly comfort you. he’s a big softie, way too nice for his own good, and he’s in love with you. geto is very observant, too, and enjoys learning more about you, whether it be little absentminded habits or deeper aspects of your personality; he sees it almost as his duty to understand you, so he can take better care of you. but he’s also nosy by nature. geto's the kinda guy who's a sucker for deep talks, to really get to know you and your innermost thoughts and views. the fact that you trust him enough to be vulnerable with him like that is an honour to him, and he’d never betray that trust. geto is too empathetic for his own good, and that’s a curse, not a blessing — he falters, sometimes, and feels himself breaking apart at the seams, but he knows you’ll be there to sew him up at the end of the day. that’s more than enough for him.

mommy issues go brr but truly getou suguru is the type of man for me even if we’re doomed by the narrative

yuuta is sweet, shy, and hopelessly devoted to his loved ones. his friends, his teacher... and, obviously, you! being by your side is everything he needs, all that he wants when the weight on his shoulders feels especially heavy, or when he can't seem to think clearly. yuuta is so goddamn lovesick for you. he's the perfect partner, really, always so attentive and considerate and soft. everything he does is with you in mind; he tends to you, thinks of you, wants to make sure that you’re never sad or hurt — the bare thought of it disgusts him. if there was some sort of cheat code that could ensure your eternal happiness, he’d use it without a second thought. life isn’t always kind, and he knows that. better than most, really. but it still hurts his heart to think about it, and that does nothing to ease the anxiety looming over him. he feels too terrified to even blink, sometimes, afraid to tear his gaze away from you even for even a second — because what if something happened to you while he did? he doesn’t know if he could take it, not again. but when he sees you smile, or laugh, or just exist peacefully, those dark thoughts stop. he remembers, once more, that it’s because of those terrible possibilities that he has to enjoy the present, enjoy you and your warmth while it’s still there. he’s an anxious, unsure, little bit awkward guy, but he’s very, very in love with you. you’re so radiant it blinds him, as bright as the sun, as lovely as the moon, as hopeful as the stars. to him, you are everything he loves about the world personified. i could go on and on, but at the end of the day, it’s as simple as this; yuuta is hopelessly in love with you.

inumaki may be silent, but that quiet exterior of his hides a colourful interior, one you're lucky to see if he likes you enough. he's easily excitable, friendly, and just a really good guy. maybe a little chaotic, too — he seems like the type who'd tease you a lot just because he thinks your reactions are cute. inumaki likes a lot of things; he likes his friends, he likes sushi, he likes animals. and, of course, he likes you. being around you is soothing to him; he never has to worry about speaking, because you understand him even without him saying anything. he feels so comfortable around you that it almost makes him feel a little spoiled, like he should be passing some sort of test to deserve such a good partner. he’s gotten used to not being able to voice his thoughts, but the worst part of it is that he can’t tell you how much he appreciates you. so he has no choice but to use other methods — buying you plushies and snacks, holding your hand, passing you cute little notes during class, and so on. he’s trying his best!! he just has so much love in his heart that he wants to get out, that he wants to reach you. sometimes, he curses himself for not being able to speak, for not being able to tell you with words, the way you do; but he doesn’t beat himself up too much. it won’t change anything. so he just keeps being him, trying his best to show you his love without using his words. he hopes you can hear it in every look, every gift, every gesture — ”i love you,” in big, bright letters.

megumi is quiet, brooding, withdrawn, and very, very kind. he tries to act like he’s never felt an emotion in his life, but it’s impossible for him to ignore the way his heart starts beating when he sees you, and the feeling of happiness that sprouts in his chest when he sees you smile. megumi can try to act cool and closed off all he wants, but he’s a big softie at heart. this guy has very, very few people that he loves — he could count them all with one hand. but the amount of love he has for them more than makes up for it. he’d die for you, and kill for you, if your safety was at risk. he’s dramatic as hell, but the sentiment is genuine — even if it embarrasses him to say it, he loves you. he’s not a very talkative person, but he loves listening to you talk, about anything and everything; your interests, your friends, gossip, you name it. he finds himself feeling very off if he goes too long without hearing your voice. megumi often finds himself feeling bitter, sad or angry about the world, but those feelings seem to melt away when he’s with you. he feels a very strong urge to protect you, because you’re just so kind, and he thinks you of all people don’t deserve to go through anything bad, at all, ever. so he’ll try his best to shield you from it, and be by your side when he fails.

tagged by: @stellamancer thanks niku baby!!

rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks

backburner (live at the wiltern) - niki

hear me out - exo

love fool - exo

cinderella - exo

lost - d.o.

xx - the millennial club

will it ever feel the same - bazzi

feelings - lauv

sunbleach - christian kuria

i think i’m lost again - chase atlantic

rules: shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the first ten tracks

cruel summer - taylor swift

false god - taylor swift

like crazy - jimin

a house in nebraska - ethel cain

nothing's gonna hurt us - LÜCY

24/7=heaven - BTS

ivy - taylor swift

strangers - ethel cain

how to disappear - lana del rey

blueprint - stray kids

1. tinnitus (wanna be a rock) - txt

2. i must apologize - pinkpantheress

3. sour grapes - le sserafim

4. asap - newjeans

5. vaya con dios - kali uchis

6. passion - pinkpantheress

7. cookie - newjeans

8. cool with you - newjeans

9. telepatía - kali uchis

10. dance the night - dua lipa

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