I don't have any family that I actually like. My mother,and I use the term loosely, deserted me,her son and my 3 brothers not once not twice but three times. But,not before she lied about my being able to get financial aid at 15 and pregnant. She claimed you had to be 18 to get any federal/state help. When she failed at that she kicked me out and it was the third and last time.
After notseeing her for years ,she decided she would take my kids to get a paycheck. She lied to,abused my kids and I have never been able to have any type of relationship with my 4 oldest. I tried over the years,but they had been indoctrinated against me. I found it was better for my own mental health to just forget them just as they have me. Family,my family, are so busy back biting each other and fighting over stupid shit that cutting them out of my life was one of the best decisions I have ever made. My baby brother,the only one I have left,is incarcerated right now but due to be released after the first of the new year. I have stood by him for the last 7+ years with money,cards and phone calls. We are planning to move out of state . Since we both will be on Disability we need to find a state that is cheaper to live in. I have Stage 2 kidney failure,COPD,HEPC and mental illness (bipolar,ptsd,depression,social anxiety and severe anxiety) So,we have to move where medical is good. He also has medical issues. I want to stay here but not in this county. Cost of living is through the roof nbut my SSID & Widow benefits might decrease if I move out of state and I barely make it now. I know this, I will be rescuing another dog and my brother wants a dog. So,that's 3 dogs. I favor pits and other large dogs. He wants an ankle biter lol.