Namjoon drabble- Y/N tells him that sheΒ΄s pregnant after their break up
Request:Β Hello hello!! I really love your writings!! I wanna request, yn tells namjoon sheβs pregnant after broke up :)) thank you!! And love youuu
Warnings:Β angst and sensible themes I guessβ¦
AuthorΒ΄s Note: I wrote as if the reader and Namjoon broke up in good terms, I donΒ΄t know if thatΒ΄s what you had in mind haha Anyways, hope you enjoy it! Sorry in advanced for the grammar mistakesβ¦
Namjoon and you had broken up a while ago now.
Although you didnΒ΄t talk much, you hadnΒ΄t finished the relationship on bad terms. In fact, it had been a mutual agreement knowing that the overwhelming love you once had was gone. You still loved him, you would never stop loving him. Everything you had experienced with Namjoon would stay in your mind and heart until the very day you die. But you simply knew that it was not the same feeling that hugged during your relationship.
You moved to your own apartment a few days after the whole situation and you were now living comfortably with a stable job and a fairly good income. However, you were not expecting this at all-β I donΒ΄t know what to doβ-you mumbled to your sister, whom you had called out of desperation-β I have a baby inside my belly!β
β How long have you been pregnant?β-she asks.
β TheΒ obstetrician told me IΒ΄m two months pregnantβ-you sighed. She then asked me how I knew Namjoon was the actual father and I answered that, before breaking up, you had had sex; as a sort of farewell.
β You need to tell him, Y/Nβ
β I know but I really donΒ΄t want toβ¦β-you muttered-β HeΒ΄s a freaking idol, Y/S/N! HeΒ΄s busy all the time and adding a burden to his life wouldnΒ΄t be convenient for him. Besides, I donΒ΄t want him pitying me. I can raise this beautiful child on my own.β
β I know you can take care financially for the situation but you have to think about your baby too. She or he will want to meet their father, itΒ΄s their right. It is NamjoonΒ΄s right as wellβ-she explained-β HeΒ΄ll understand and IΒ΄m sure he will be joyous with the newsβ
β IΒ΄m going to be a mother, Y/S/Nβ
βYouΒ΄re going to be the best mother, Y/Nβ-she reassured-β Now drive to NamjoonΒ΄s place and tell him that he is going to be someone elseΒ΄s daddyβ
You had gained some weight through your spontaneous preganancy. Jeans barely went through your thigts and t-shirts, if not oversized, nearly suffocated you. Therefore, when you had finally arrived at NamjoonΒ΄s place (In fact, BTS dorms), you were wearing a nice pastel-coloured dress that covered your growing belly. You knew that Namjoon was a perceptive man; If he had seen your tummy, he would have noticed immediately.
The person who opened the door was, fortunately, not Namjoon. Jimin grinned sweetly at you, as he moved from the entrance, ushering you to step in-β IΒ΄m sorry for the sudden visit but, Is Namjoon-ah here?β-Jimin told you there was no prblem and that Namjon was actually in his bedroom. He offered to take you there yet you reassured him that you still remembered where things were.
You were grateful that your relationship with the other members wasnΒ΄t spoiled by your break up with their leader. Some of them, like Taehyung, kept texting you unexpectedly to know how you had been. It warmed up your longing heart-β Namjoon-ah? ItΒ΄s Y/N, sorry to bother you but I have something to tell youβ
β Coming!β-you herad some shuffling from inside the room and you concluded that maybed he was pulling on a t-shirt as well as some pants so as to let you in. After a few seconds, he cleared his throat and opened the door. You took a seat on his comfortable chair as he plopped himself down on his bed, his slanted eyes staring at your tense body-β Is something wrong?β-he questioned. He was visibly worried; brows furrowed, lips pursed and seriousness painting every features on his handsome face.
β Iβ¦β-you stuttered-β Remember when we had that amazing break-up sex?β
He choked on his spit, embarrasement gaining some colour on his cheeks. But he nodded regardless and smiled for you to continue-β Well Iβ¦youβ¦well both of usβ¦β
β Y/N use your words-β
β IΒ΄m pregnant, Namjoon!β-the world seem to stop for some minutes as Namjoon porcessed the sudden news. You, his ex-girlfriend, had a baby. His baby. His lips went dry and his mind wasnΒ΄t able to formulate a single word. You bit your bottom lip, an action he knew you did when you were nervous, and swerved your head to avoid eye-contact-β I understand if your career is your main focus and that right now itΒ΄s not the best time to be a-β
β Fatherβ- he whispered-β IΒ΄m going to be a father, Y/N!β
β Yes!β-you nodded excitedly while he jolted from his bed and trotted towards you, caressing your hands as he took them into his and twirled you around the room. Happy laughter filled the air, both of you spinning amazed at the fact that you were going to be parents. For a moment, Namjoon remembered the reasons why he had fallen in love with you. The way your eyes were now glossy due to joyful tears made his heart beam with love and care. An overwhelming need to protect you and his child conquered his senses unexpectedly-β We are going to be the most amazing parents!β
Suddenly, everything clicked on his mind. A life with someone was what Namjoon was seeking right now. But not with anybody randomβ¦with you. He abruptly fell in love with you again yet he was scared to do something about it. You could maybe think that he just wanted to be with you because you now had a baby, that he was doing it just because of the circumstances. While thinking, Namjoon had stopped moving. You halted too, eyeing him worriedly-β WhatΒ΄s wrong?β
βWhy did we break up?β-he asked. You blinked but thought about it anyways. Why did you and Namjoon break up in the first place? Because the magic was gone. He hadnΒ΄t cheated on you and you hadnΒ΄t cheated on him. Neither of you had damaged the other. Why had you been so dramatic? You couldΒ΄ve solved the problem by being innovative attending couple therapy-β I really donΒ΄t knowβ
β Why donΒ΄t we tryΒ βusβ agains?β- he suggested.
β I donΒ΄t want you to feel pressured by this whole situationβ-you blurted out-β I know you now feel responsible for me. But believe me when I say that I can raise this baby by myself if you donΒ΄t have the time nor the strenght to do itβ
β But I donΒ΄t want you to raise our kid alone, YNβ-he mumbled lovingly-β Maybe I want to be with you againβ
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