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I've been putting this off for long enough now. To put things simply, I've decided to leave this blog. I suppose this won't surprise many of you, seeing as I've been inactive for a long time now. I won't be deleting this blog because of the memories and also I am too attached to this URL, but I will stop posting.

It's not that I don't love Tumblr anymore. It's not that I don't love Super Junior anymore. It's not that I don't love Kpop anymore. It's just... I started university at the start of this year, and I honestly thought that everything would stay the same. But things got busy... and then the whole Sungmin situation happened. The whole saga(?) really opened my eyes to the fandom, and from then on I decided to always support Super Junior, but to support them on my own. Sure, they're not really my number 1 priority anymore, but I do still love the boys, and I will always support them.

Anyway... I started this blog in the middle of 2010, and it's been a good 4 years. I just wanna thank some people that I met on here, because even though I know our friendship will continue on other platforms, this blog is where it all started. So, to eotokki, jungsky, ryeonq, baeqn, ddongko, jiaozi and Megan (I can't seem to find your blog in my following list wtf) thank you guys for being awesome friends!!!! Although idk how many of you guys will see this coz I know y'all barely use Tumblr anymore lol... also sorry if I forgot anyone it's 1am here and I've been up since 7 lmao... and to a certain Canadian, who I've known and loved for a long time... I don't even know if you'll see this because we don't follow each other anymore... but if you do... things might not be the same with us anymore, but I want you to know that you gave me some of the best memories and lessons of my life, and even now, I try to aim for my dreams just as you aimed for yours. I hope your life is good.

Anyway... if you guys are interested, I've got a new blog, over at xishengs, and it's mainly pretty pictures that I like, fashion, food, hair, etc., so follow if you want. I'm also available on my twitter and instagram. But if you guys don't wanna see me anymore it's cool lmao.

this whole situation is making me mad.

no, not sungmin. he's fine. he's doing what he wants. it's the fans who think that they control him that are making me mad.

yes i fucking understand that sungmin is an idol that people look up to but please fucking remember that he is a human being too AND HE CAN DO WHAT HE WANTS. 

sungmin is nearly 30 and you guys are fucking liars if you say that you haven't ever once imagined yourselves to be married by the time you're 30. why should sungmin be any different? he's human, he has dreams. once, his dream was to be an idol, but now, who knows? maybe his new dream is to be happily married. PEOPLE CAN CHANGE, GET OVER IT.

as for how this will affect super junior, let the boys handle it omg. we've delt with han geng leaving, we've delt with kibum not being here, we've delt with the boys enlisting, we can deal with this too.

and if you're hating on the girl then you can shut the fuck up. honestly, you'd be hating on any other girl too, and also, your opinion doesn't matter. but let's be real, no one's opinion matters. in the end, we're just fans. we don't know them. you can think you do, but honestly, you don't. so everyone should just shut the fuck up and let him do what he wants.