bf!Matz who take turns coming home early or late (oftentimes HJ is late obvi) just so their gf doesn't feel too lonely.

bf!Matz who makes sure there are always fresh flowers in every room of your apartment because they know it makes you happy.

bf!Matz who know you have a hard time when they go away for tour so they make sure to stock the house with your favorite snacks and little reminders of them around the apartment for you to find like notes or their clothes that they sprayed with their colognes.

bf!Matz who try to facetime you in between interviews a make you giggle so you aren't sad about the distance between you.

bf!Matz when HJ can't sleep will call you and stays on the phone until he knows you're peacefully sleeping but doesn't hang up becuase your steady breaths calm him while he works on something.

bf!Matz where Seonghwa sends you dinner at least once a week so you don't have to cook too much when he's away. (We all know HJ shouldn't be allowed in a kitchen).

bf!Matz who count down the days they get to come home to their pretty baby.

bf!Matz who rush home after the plane lands so they can pull you into a group hug but Hongjoong makes Seonghwa get the bags because he's glued to your hip the second he gets his hands on you.

bf!Matz where Seonghwa of course accepts his duties as the car unpacker because it warms his heart seeing Joongah so affectionate and excited to hold their girl.

bf!Matz who spend all night cuddling you and showering you with kisses and lingering touches because they missed you as much as you missed them.

bf!Matz where HJ will say "I missed you so much, it hurt me physically to not touch you." and Seonghwa saying "I hope we never have to be apart that long again."

bf!Matz who learns how to braid your hair and plays with it during movies until you inevitably fall asleep on one of their chests.

bf!Matz who shows you all of their new projects even if they probably shouldn't because it violates several things in their contracts.

bf!Matz who always do their best to resolve conflict before it becomes a bigger problem because all they want to do is make you happy.

bf!Matz who prefer to talk things out than get mad. Seonghwa is always the gentler of the two and handles situations delicately whereas HJ is straight to the point. Hwa usually has to hold HJ's hand so his temper doesn't get the best of him.

bf!Matz who are so patient with tears and wipe them away with ease and delicate touches so they make you feel safe coming to them with your problems. (Hwa cries alongside you as HJ holds you both).

bf!Matz who will always hear you out no matter what and enjoy spilling the tea with their baby.

bf!Matz who share all of life with you and are the most protective yet gentle bfs who make you wonder how'd you get so lucky?

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despite alexa butchering the pronunciation of the nickname, you really could not have been happier to hear that out of her. no matter how jarring it was that she read out the emoji too.

you yelled in response, “alexa, answer.” cutting her trilling short as it was replace with seonghwa’s smooth, deep voice.

“hello, hello.”

“hwa, hi lover.”

“hey, you. are you feeling a little better?”

you hadn’t even told seonghwa the week you’d been having in detail, but he seemed to know you better than you knew yourself. all you had to do was complain once and he read you like a book.

“uh huh.”

“why do you sound so far from the phone..?” his comforting voice glitched in and out ever so slightly. probably from all the steam that had gotten into the speaker over time.

you yelled back to him, shifting in the water. “i’m taking a bath.”

“a bath..? uh, well, that’s no good.”

your brows came together in a perplexed frown. “why?”

“how are you gonna answer the door for me?”

a second wave of light brightened your eyes at his question.

“say swear, seonghwa.”

“let me inn.” he sang down the mic and you could have sworn tears welled up in your eyes, just for a second.

gathering all your strength, you lifted yourself out of the tub, wrapped yourself in your bathrobe and padded downstairs to the front door.

yanking the door open to reveal your boyfriend at your doorstep. the dark strands of his bangs fell down over his brown eyes and the corners of his mouth kicked up in a smile at the sight of you. he stared at you, not as if you had hung the stars in the sky, but as if you were a star yourself and you had fallen down to earth just for him.

“hi, babydoll.”

nothing was stopping you from immediately burying your face in his chest and wrapping your arms around him.

“i needed you here..”

seonghwa scooped you up in his arms, carrying you in the direction of the living room. “poor baby.” he rubbed your back, dropping down onto your couch, you now straddling him.

“i have had a week.” your arms curled round his neck as you settled your chin on his shoulder. you frowned at the thought. “i don’t even know...”

seonghwa’s hand stayed rubbing at your back while his other hand came up to cradle your head. “talk to me.”

“that’s the thing, like. i can’t put it into coherent words. it’s just like every day this week has been shitty. nothing specific, just shitty.”

he laughed softly under you. “yeah, i mean. you don’t have to explain it. you can feel shitty.”

“i can. i do.”

you lifted your head off his shoulder to look at him and he pouted. a smile was very clearly trying to win over his features. bless his heart, he was trying to sympathise with you.

“well, i bet you had a wonderful week.”

seonghwa laughed at you. now it was him dropping his head to your shoulder. why would you say that?

“how did you guess?”

“you look happy as fuck.” you rolled your eyes playfully and he cheesed.

“no, yeah, my week was okay. i had a nice, average week. i’m just happy because im here with you.” seonghwa shrugged but you didn’t seem to be buying it. “but hey, enough about me. i wanna make your week. then we can both have nice, average weeks.”

“right. and how you gonna do that?”

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“mmh, fuck, baby…” your eyelids fluttered closed in pleasure. “that’s so good.”

“yeah? you like it?”

“mhm.” you wiped some marinara sauce away from the corner of your mouth. “you have serious talent, park seonghwa.”

seonghwa turned away from the kitchen counter to smile at you, coyly. “thank you very much.”

the sound of your defeated sigh caused him to turn back around, fully this time. as beautiful as you looked, even when you were frowning; your frown spread to him.

“hey, what’s the matter?”

you looked up at him from the beautifully presented dish before you. “i really love the, uhm, the meatballs.”

seonghwa gave you a sad smile. “and that makes you sad?” he walked over to where you were sat and cradled your face in his hands, rubbing his thumb against your cheek.

“n-no, i’m just like.. i don’t know. i’m glad you came over.”

he pressed a kiss to your head. “i’m glad i came over too.”

“you’re so good to me. i can’t believe you came to my house at like 7pm and cooked me dinner.”

seonghwa dropped another kiss, this time, onto your forehead as you blinked up at him. “you deserve it. i should do this every night.”

a soft laugh shook through your body. “you lowkey should.”

“you’d like that wouldn’t you? if i came over ever night to cook you pasta?”

“i’d eat that shit up, yeah.” you answered him with blunt expression. before the both of you fell out into laughter.

“okay, don’t be sad. that makes me sad.” he kissed your nose. “okay?”

“you got it.”

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