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Yesterday… after my workout, I felt down and isolated a bit. For some reason I decided to clean up, shave my hole clean and my balls and cock, lock up in chastity and start riding a dildo in the dark with a little light. I spent about 5-6 hours fucking myself. It felt amazing… it felt spiritual and the pleasure was beyond intense. I naturally wouldnt play this long but I guess cause I didnt give myself a chance to cum… libido was still high. It was peaceful and so many thoughts went in my head, all about understanding me or my Ego. I felt at prace and I felt a lot of anger releasing. I didn’t feel alone, even though it was just me and my 11ich dildo, and I didnt picture anyone else fucking me. I dont want anyone else to. A year ago, I didnt have this state, but today, I don’t feel like I need other people to fulfill something in me (figurtively and literally). I dont feel sexual frustrations as much but at moments when I feel I want to be touched, I just get a masage. I don’t know if I should be worried since I am still young. I dont think I have a chance to meet a partner to maybe my mind blocked that idea. Anyways… I am here till my last breath and I grow, sexually, spiritually, mentally and philosophically.

And here is an erotic pic of me.

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5a1d83212974a

here is a video on PornHub of me riding a big dildo! 

https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5a1d83212974a

here is a video on PornHub of me riding a big dildo!