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You don't know how much I need my doctor to give me back access to that pill bro because the main thing that it's solving is the fact that my heat tolerance is terrible. Like I get nuked with migraines from hell but also it feels like my body is at 45°C all year and nothing solves it. I have a ventilator hitting my back but the sensation of burning comes back every few seconds. My parents are both working today and I took out the dogs and started crying like an idiot because I couldn't call my brother to help me retrieve the dogs in the garden. Then he arrived and was like "oh😦" and got all the dogs back in and then I started incontrollably sobbing because my body burns without that stupid contraception that I need an ordonnance for and I probably won't see the doctor until 2 months because they're all so busy with stupid problems like "oh nooo my kid got the 1 day flu that gives a tiny headache wjat will we dooooo". My body iq burning burning burning even with the harsh speed ventilator I just wanna kill myself over and over but my parents come back in a few hours and they can do🤔 nothing about it so. And my body doesn't care about the weather like a 37°C without the pill is as bad as a 15°C. My body is just fucking overheating all the time and there's nothing I can do.

Bye eyestrain is killing me I'm gonna have a migraine ughhhh but paracetamol doesn't do shit besides making me nauseous but like what fucking ever I'm going to sleep in aaaaa 9-10 hours whatever. Oh and rice cakes also I'm hungry and my mom bought me some rice cakes yeayeayeaaaaaaah. But I wanna get my snacks at the same time as my brother. Or whatever actually I'll just finish my episode first

Can't believe they're letting the goat Zack get in the mental hospital. Then they're letting the goat Vincent fucking die for no reason. Then soon they'll let my goat goat goat Lance die too. Thought I was scared for Angela especially since is pregnant bro I thought they were gonna kill her but lowk I pulled a list of all the people who're gonna die because I can't with the emotional rollercasters but Vincent's death was sad as hell he kept going "don't force me to leave" over and over until he died. Ok. Ok. Thinking of Hodgins who lost Zack his bestie and now Vincent his other bestie. He still has the blond guy at least. Ohh when Lance dies I'm never gonna smile again bruh

*watches a show about people dying* God why do they keep dying!!!

LMAO taking blood tests to check how bad my hormonal problems are and the doc included a pregnancy test LMAOOOO. Told him it was my first time taking the pill so told me how to protect myself and shii (yk the sex ED talk even tho I'm knowledgable enough about it) and today. My mom checked the stuff he put on the blood test perscription and she was like "bruh there's a pregnancy test, that man didn't believe you when you said you weren't sexually active" (tbf😬😬😬 I'm just not active anymore😬😬😬 but like either way when I was active it was with someone who cannot possibly get me pregnant unless they pray to God really really hard BUT. But they are anti-Christian so don't say I talked about praying ok Jesus died on the cross so that I don't have to. I'd like a faster death ok? Ok.) and like yeahhh but also my mom was in the room when he asked the question and I easily could've lied if I DID made love. So. Yeah. Anyways guys wouldn't it be funny if the test lied and said I was pregnant. Yeah no actually probably not my dad would panic. It would be hard to explain.

Ngl pregnancy stories are horrifying and funny at the same time. Like for example, my mom told me that she lost her waters(?) at like 4 in the morning, my dad worked a painful ass shift and was like "no no it's okay honey you're not losing your water trust" and she was like "hoe get tf up I'm giving birth" and then she just. Took a shower. Ok. And then they went to the hospital and my deadbeat fetus self went "umm actually we're kinda cosy in there" so I kept her on her toes for some time and then she birthed my ahh during snack time (she was eating a kinder bueno. Can you blame me. Seriously.) and as far as I know I didn't even get my snack😒😒😒 I should've stayed in the womb for the full 9 months instead of coming out 3 weeks earlier bro ts not worth it. CALLING OUT TO ALL THE FETUSES. Your mom will NOT give you her snacks when you come out. Ok. You have to cope with this reality. Can't believe I didn't get to finish her snack bro my life is awful. Thinking of snacks... I'm gonna kms if I don't get a snack but we have no snacks anymore except for suspiciously old cans of food until my mom comes back from the grocery store whenever😢😢😢😢😢 mom please😢😢😢😢😢😢 mom you owe me the snack you didn't give me at birth😢 nahhh my 1st birthday sucked bro not only everyone assumed I was gonna be a boy (it's ok I got the blue plushie instead of the weird pink colored one HAH) but I also didn't get snacks... I wonder how long it takes for a baby to be hungry after birth... does hunger spawn some time later or they really lurk out of their mom's vaginas to steal snacks? ... we'll never know ig😢😢😢 ts very sad... my already fucked up baby self had some kind of??? Yellow skin (apparently that's called Jaundice which is common in 80% of babies in their first week of life, especially those born before the 37th week of pregnancy. Which. I was born on the 36th I think ) so apparently I lived under a lamp at the hospital for a few days. Bro I was doomed from day one ain't no fucking way. Highkey my dad was on level 100000000 cortisol apparently like he genuinely started panicking when they snatched me to put me under the lamp??? Like your baby is born and it's fucking PISS YELLOW looking and now it's in the lamp room with potential evil nurses who switches babies (I've heard crazy things fr) . Anyways. Not to mention we were like in the cheapest hospital EVER(/hj) and they all gave contradicting advice to my mom about breastfeeding positions or something. So anyways I was fed with milk bottles like any unloved child is (sad music in the back). Anyways and my stupid ass brother that I would take a full speed train for, decided to leave the womb in reverse. A little comedian😂 if I may say. He looked at his feet so much in the womb which might explain his feet jokes... kinda like Michi.... anyways they local anesthesied my mom and they kinda cut her up to retrieve my stupid baby brother. So yeah. He also came for snack time apparently and it SHOWS. This dude eats all he can at snack time and eats a pea for dinner. Ok. Ok.

Types *hello, is everything alright? Did I say something wrong? You haven't answered me in two weeks* and then remembering that people don't wanna say what's wrong and that I'm not ready to pry answers out of overgrown babies

Idk if it's the fact I don't have the pill anymore but I'm super tired in the mornings since a few days and I sleep like 2 extra hours after waking up even tho I'm sleeping at the same time as usual