~YaoiKitsune829~

All I wanted was some yaoi, man. That’s all i asked for.

IMAGINE HOW AMAZING THOSE WOULD BE! 

“Day 4 of the kissanime sever work. No word of when our darkness will end. Surviving solely on manga from kissmanga, being optimistic that our prayers will be heard by the anime gods”

I made an account on kissanime.io without realizing it’s a scam website that looks like kissanime.to and now i’m scrambling to change all of my passwords and I’m freaking the fuck out.

Let’s all just take the rest of this year to pray for our livelyhood and our fandoms. May they weather this storm.

Until I discovered that a lot of you post naked women. As a lesbian I am slightly delighted to see boobs, but, I want to date someone at some point and refuse to let this be something she sees. I’m gonna be a worthy date option.

So it’s about 3:22 AM where I am. And I’m having trouble sleeping because not only will my mind not shut up about things I did that embarrassed me, but my chest has that whole “fuck something’s wrong, something’s very wrong but I don’t know WHAT is wrong and I’m worried about everyone I know I care about” feeling and it’s just..... UGHHH, I want to SLEEP, not freak out!

She’s probably actually VERY bad for me, and maybe she IS abusive to me. I should let go of these feelings before the consume me and then destroy me. 

You see, a friend of mine “hates” smut... She agreed to do an AlphaLevi x OmegaEren with me, where my cute little non canon Eren goes into heat after being rescued by Levi, whom walks him home and ends up staying with him because Eren’s family aisn’t home because he’s supposed to start his first heat and he needed to be alone for that (I don’t know why that’s how we set it up), but she hates smut so she wanted to skip it, and I didn’t want to skip it because I’m kind of an asshole who hates skipping smut... But anyways, to appease her, and to make sure she didn’t have to do anything she didn’t want to do, we scrapped the rp and I decided I won’t be putting much effort in the decision making of our roleplays anymore, since I don’t want to do anything to make her uncomfortable. But now I can’t get this idea out of my head and I just really wanna roleplay it with smut but like, I can’t and it’s driving me insane but I can’t like, beg anyone to do this with me since I’m a lil bitch. I vent here too often.

Don’t hate me because it’s true.

In america, there's freedom of speech, even if you're opinion is wrong. Sadly that leads to a lot of hate, but I guess our nation's going to die after the election. I might be killed in Trumps four year reign. This nation won't survive it. But people are saying a big, racist, homophobic, torture loving, gun happy, anti immigrant, bully is better than a woman that made a mistake that did get soldiers killed. I understand that they're mad about the lie getting soldiers killed, but I am more worried about people still alive, rather than those that were killed because of a lie. Because those of us still alive, probably won't be after Trumps four year reign. I’m a lesbian, who speaks her mind, so I do fear for my life. I fear for my country, even though none of my years here have made me proud of, but still, I’d rather it not get worse. I’d rather not have the American equivalent to Hitler in power.