.死神 {Pāpuru}

Maybe I need to stop living in my own mind. Nothing ever goes my way in the real world, I just gotta face it.

I don’t want to get to a point where I don’t have any feelings towards anything. I’d hate to be that way again. I’m in love with you and I wish you can fall in love with me too.

Being told everyone takes you for granted is not the best thing to hear... Especially when you don’t deny it. The situation we’re in doesn’t make things better too. I don’t know where we’re going to end up. 

I’ll be important one day... You’ll think of me then.

Am I stupid enough to willingly put myself through all this pain, for what seems to be, over and over again?

So I’ve finally come to the realisation that, yet again, I was just a rebound that stayed too long. Oh well.

Does no one have any respect for me? I se all these supposed “friends” making slight movements towards my girlfriend, like inviting her back to theirs amongst other blatant flirtatious chat... I do hope these guys remember I can break their jaws with one swift motion of my fist into their face.

I’m finding it so hard... But what can I do? I feel like I’m in love with her already...

What’s super weird is that you only started talking to you ex daily when you start seeing me... And it got frequent the more “serious” we got. Are you fucking me about?

Man, I feel like nothing good ever comes my way.

I really do come second. Proven when I needed you the most.