Excellene is what I aim for

It wasn’t love. We were standing back to back, staring at different oceans.

That’s the worst thing I can do, is erase you.

She loves the serene brutality of the ocean, loves the electric power she felt with each breath of wet, briny air.

When I get lonely these days, I think: so be lonely. Learn your way around loneliness. Make a map of it. Sit with it, for once in your life. Welcome to the human experience.

My actual goals are to be so successful & independent that I can spoil myself and my family and do what I love and go where I want whenever.

You believe in science  and I make art. You see evolution and I believe in change. You bring people back to life and I give them a reason to stay. You listen to music and I hear the lyrics. You take photographs of the sunsets and I paint them. You see black and white and I only focus on the grey. You believe in science and I make art.

Sometimes I don’t even know if I’m extremely happy or extremely sad. It happens a lot…

I am evil. I am the filth goddess Tlazoltéotl. I am the swallower of sins. The lust goddess without guilt. The delicious debauchery. You bring out the primordial exquisiteness in me. The nasty obsession in me. The corporal and venial sin in me. The original transgression in me.