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“I hope, at least, that the future your choices lead you to...”

i am very bad at fandom, and i get increasingly worse the more important the canon thing is to me. and i've never been a blogging sort of person. it takes too much time to sort my thoughts out coherently and i barely have time for just checking what’s new. anyway all that to say i’m still desperately obsessed with anf but don’t know what to do with this account. every time i reread bits of anf i notice something different, and i can appreciate more what kaito was going for. it’s the sort of storytelling i love, or can relate to wanting to tell myself, though i would never be able to show so much restraint. i finally got to read the afterword and i respect him even more now.