I Don’t Know What I’m Doing Lol

I was at home sat on my bed when I suddenly felt this sharp pain on my knee. I looked down to see nothing there.

It really hurt though so I shouted for my mum and she ran straight upstairs.

"What is it honey? What's wrong?"

"M-my knee r-really hurts"

"Oh no what did you do?" She asked as she came and knelt by my bed.

"I didn't do anything it just started hurting"

"Okay okay let me see"

She checked my knee over to see that there was nothing wrong with it apart from the fact it was hurting.

She decided to take me to the doctors to get it checked out.

We arrived and we sat in the waiting room until I was called in.

My mum came in with me and we explained what we knew:

that my knee hurt

we have no idea what caused it

The doctor then started asking questions

"Have you fallen over recently?"

"No"

"Have you bumped it on anything?"

"Not that I'm aware of"

"Have you had any problems in the past?"

"No, this is the first time"

"Does it hurt if I do this?" (She gently pressed on my knee in different places)

"No it still stings but not any more than it did before"

"Hang on I'll be back in just a minute"

"okay"

I waited for her to leave before I turned to my mum.

"Mum I'm scared, what's wrong with me?"

"It's okay sweetheart, I'm sure you're fine" she said with a small smile on her face.

About five minutes later the doctor came back in and sat down in front of us.

She put a folder in her lap and looked at the tabs on the side of it. Once she found what she was looking for she opened the folder and started flicking through the pages.

We were just sat there in silence until my mum decided to ask a question.

"What is it?"

"This folder?"

My mum nodded in response

"This is a folder of all recorded soulmate connections so far. I believe that your daughter has not injured herself directly but that her soulmate has injured themself instead"

"What do you mean?"

"I think that her soulmate connection is through pain. This means that if they hurt themselves she will feel the pain of the injury but will not appear injured herself"

"That sounds horrible"

"It works the other way too, if she injures herself her soulmate will feel her pain"

"I dont want to hurt my soulmate so Ill just be REALLY careful, and not injure myself", I said after the doctor finished speaking.

~~~ back to the present ~~~

That day the doctor explained everything about the soulmate connection she said:

"Your soulmate connection is through pain, this means that you can feel each others pain. You have not noticed this before now because this type of soulmate connection appears once both of you have turned 10. If you injure yourself your soulmate can feel it but is not able to see the injury on themselves. This is the same the other way around. If you receive a bruise, you will feel it and see it whereas your soulmate will only be able to feel the bruise. Having this soulmate connection can be very annoying and you must be very careful. If you injure yourself loads then you might make a huge impact on their life... not in a good way"

Again I feel bad for my soulmate as I injure myself ALL the time. I mean I've tried to prevent hurting myself as much as I used to, but I can't help that I'm an accident prone.

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A/n

Hey guys sorry it's taken me so long to update this book properly (at the moment there's just a bunch of intros but no real chapters lol)

I've been swamped with college, dance and work.

I'm stupid and took four A-levels - Maths, further maths, computer science and dance. I literally have 8 pieces of homework due on the Monday back after half term 😭

I also signed up for two Enrichments so that's fun 🙄

And I have my job which is alright but I only get five pound an hour which sucksssss

And I get put on weekend shifts, evening shift on Saturday and morning/day shift on Sunday.

Anyways I hope you enjoyed this chapter I'll try and get the next one out as soon as possible.

It's hard when you have to update like 5 books at the same time 😭

Love you guys <3

Peace out ✌️

"It's been a long day" you manage to get out before you burst out crying

He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his chest. He rubbed his hands up and down your back while whispering comforting words, trying to calm you down.

When you eventually calmed down, you felt Chan move away from you slightly only to pick you up by your waist. You wrapped your legs around his waist and wrapped your arms around his shoulders. You pressed your face into the crook of his neck as he wrapped his arms around you and hoisted you up further. He then walked back to his chair and sat down it in with you still in his arms, so you were now sat on his lap.

"Hi STAY sorry I was gone I was looking after this one" he said pointing to you

Your face flushed in embarrassment and you buried your face further into his neck.

"I didn't realise you were doing a Vlive" you mumbled to him

"It's okay, I'm sure they didn't mind waiting. Anyways it looks like they were more concerned about you. They asked more questions about you than asking where I was"

You gave a light chuckle at that and turned your head to face the camera. You rested your head on Chan's chest and read some of the comments off his phone as he scrolled to show you the previous ones.

'Is Y/n okay?'

'What happened to Y/n'

'What can we do to cheer her up?'

'Is she crying?'

And the occasional 'Where did Chan go?'

You smiled at the camera and spoke "Thank you Stay, I am okay now thanks to you and Chan"

You didn't even notice the cold as you got in the car and drove to the airport to meet up with Han. All you could think about was seeing your boyfriend.

He had been on tour for so long and you just couldn't wait see him. You called him almost everyday if you could, even if it was literally just for a few minutes. It meant the world but you understood that he was busy and that he would be tired from the tour.

If you got the chance you would FaceTime each other but most of the time it was just a normal call. It was nice to hear his voice but you just want to see him in person again.

You arrived at the airport and started to look for Jisung, that was when you started to notice how cold it was.

You wrapped your arms around yourself and carried on looking for him. Then you see a male wearing a huge coat and holding a suitcase. You looked up at his face to see that it was your boyfriend, Jisung.

You wrapped your arms tighter around your self as a gust of wind blew past you before you started making your way to him. You walked over to him but it was at a speed where you were basically running.

He had turned his back to you, obviously not realising that you were there. He wasn't looking at you when you noticed him so he must've not realised that you were there yet.

You slowed down and made your footsteps really quiet so he wouldn't hear you (even though there were loads of people there anyways). Once you reached him you decide to call him rather than just tapping on his shoulder or saying his name.

You get your phone out a call his number, you put the phone next to your ear and wait for him to pick up.

You watch as he searches his phone for his ringing phone before pressing answer and holding it up to his ear.

"Hi babyyyy" he said cutely and you almost laughed but managed to hold it in. You let out a quiet sigh before breathing out a response "hi"

He obviously heard you through the phone but he was confused because he thought he could hear you somewhere else.

He turned around and brought the phone away from his ear as a massive smile appeared on his face. He hung up and put the phone in his pocket before pulling you into a quick hug and pushing you his arm length away.

You were both stood there taking the other person in, that was until your body decided to remind you that it was cold outside. You started to shake but you tried to supress the shivers so you wouldn't make Jisung worry.

Jisung obviously noticed (he could see and he could feel it because his hands were resting on your shoulders) and said "Yah! Why don’t you have a coat, or at least a jacket?"

"I forgot" You replied in a quiet voice

He let out a light chuckle before opening his coat and letting you inside. You wrapped your arms around him and he wrapped the coat around you.

He hugged you and patted you on the back to try and warm you up so you could be warm enough to make it back to the car.

I managed to half snap her out of it but she was still in a daze.

I think she is still in shock about Chan being my soulmate. I mean so am I but I guess I'm used to it now 🙃

I slowly brought her out of the room and to a staff member that was there. I walked us over to him and asked if he could help my friend.

He looked at me and asked what was wrong and I just replied saying "I don't know, she's just in shock" 

He looked over at my friend and as he did so he slightly stumbled back. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I just felt dizzy for a second there"

He then reached forwards and took her hands out of mine and that seemed to snap her out of her daze.

She looked up at him, made eye contact and stumbled back a little bit but before she could trip he had his arm wrapped around her waist, stopping her from falling.

He smiled at her before giving her a hug. My friend quickly responded and wrapped her arms around his neck.

I quickly left them alone after I had realised what had happened. I walked back to the Stray Kids dressing room and knocked on the door.

"Come in" I heard my soulmate say

I walked in and said hi to the members before sitting down next to Chan on the sofa. The sofa was full now though so you sat like this:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDkb3Aam9Z0

After everyone had all said hi Chan asked me a question, "I thought you were going to get your friend?"

"I was but I managed to find her soulmate for her instead. When they started hugging I decided to leave them in peace"

"Two Soulmates In One Day?! Madness!!" Hyunjin exclaimed from the other side of the room

We all laughed at him before carrying on with our conversations

"They're going to love you"

"How can you be so sure?"

"I just know these kind of things" he said with a small chuckle

He gently held my shoulders and pushed me back so I was arms length away.

He met my eyes and suddenly my nerves went away and it felt like we were the only people in the world.

He stared at me a little bit longer before leaning closer to my face. I felt him press his lips to my forehead gently. I closed my eyes and let a smile pull at my lips when I felt him kiss my forehead.

He pulled back and we made eye contact before he grabbed me by the hand and walked into the dressing room.

I kept my head down when I entered the room.

"Chan-hyung you're alive!!"

"Yes I am" I heard him laughing

"Where did you go?"

"To check on the girl that fainted, guys meet Y/n... my soulmate" he said pulling me in front of him and wrapped his arms around me. So we were basically stood like this but facing forwards lol:

I looked up at the boys in front of me before bowing my head in respect, especially as they are older than me.

When I looked back up I saw them all looking at me, studying me. They didn't do it in an intimidating way but having seven boys stare at me made quite uncomfortable.

Chan must've noticed my uneasiness and squeezed me gently and gave me a quick kiss on the top of my head. I sunk back into his chest even further before one of the members spoke up.

It was Seungmin that spoke, "Aren't you the girl that helped us with that fan earlier"

I let out a light chuckle and said "yeah sorry about my friend, she doesn't know the meaning of personal space"

They all laughed at that, even Chan who was still behind me. I felt the laugh vibrate his chest through my back and it was strangely comforting.

Then it occurred to me that he must've not been there when the incident happened, otherwise I would've felt the rush so much sooner.

I decided to ask him about it, "Hey Chan where were you when all of that happened?"

He thought for a little bit before replying, "Umm I think I was paying for our food and drinks"

"Oh Okay" I replied with a small laugh and held onto Chan tighter.

Chan then held my hand and led me over to the sofa so we could talk to the members more. I was sat next to Chan like this:

(I know that it isn't Chan in the photo but I used it so you knew what position you were sat in Lol)

While we were led like this I grabbed one of Chan's hands, held it in both of mine and played with it (like traced patterns, things like that)

We talked for a few minutes when I suddenly remembered something, "Aren't you guys meant to be doing a concert right now?"

They nodded then explained how they postponed it for at least half an hour because it didn't feel right without Chan there.

I awed at them before asking how much time they had left.

Han replied saying "just over 5 minutes"

"Okay" I said with as much hidden emotion as possible. I was quite sad, I just wanted to sit and talk with them forever, I can already tell they're are gonna be like my best friends.

We talked for a little while longer before they had to go on stage.

Chan walked with me backstage (to the wings) and said "You can either stay here and watch or you can stand with the bodyguards in the gap between the stage and the crowd"

He held both of my hands in his and looked in my eyes, waiting for my answer.

I decided to go on the gap so I could see him properly.

"I'll go with the bodyguards in the gap so I can see you perform"

"Okay sweetheart, and that way I can see you easily too" he said with a smile. He pulled me into a final hug and gave me a kiss on the head before heading on stage.

I walked down to a staff member and asked how to get to the gap between the crowd and the stage.

They got one of the bodyguards to lead me there and I arrived just as the concert started.

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Next Chapter:

Chapter 4

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A/n

Hey guys sorry for the late update :(

Love you guys <3

Peace out ✌️

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