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nothing is more intimate than someone truly understanding your mind and yearning to learn the complexities of you

i never leave when it gets hard, i leave when it gets disrespectful.

bein called baby or babe by the right person is like heaven tbh

Always.

fuck baby ur so hot i wanna do the dishes with u and make u hot tea when ur sick

reminder: if they miss you, they’ll call or text you. if they care, they’ll show it

*stays alive just in case things get better*

“i always wanna see you” type of energy.

i expect a lot from me in 2024.

i have the opposite of that “everyone is an npc” mentality people have embraced where i’m instead like. the person next to me in line has someone they can’t wait to go home to, the person picking up their mail has felt devastation before, everyone in this grocery store is doing their sunday shopping, maybe the person that just honked at me is having the worst day of their life, my neighbor has doctors appointments and favorite foods and a song they can’t stand to hear anymore… you are all fully realized complex people and that is overwhelming me on a spiritual level…

Just because someone handles a situation well doesn’t mean it’s not heavy on them..

I'm realizing that the question I need to be asking myself often isn't "do I feel like doing x?" but "will doing x make me feel better?" Because even if taking that shower or going for that walk or sitting down to draw or showering or eating or cleaning isn't what I'd prefer to do in the moment, it's very likely that I'll feel better afterwards. And maybe that matters more than whether I initially feel like getting started.

i was going to learn 12 languages, read 250 books and learn 75 new skills this year what happened

sometimes you just need to hear how much you mean to someone.

Comfortable silence is one of my favorite things ever

U ever get turned on just from someone’s personality