Stay Alive |-/

Do you ever go “ wow ok” and shut down entirely

Remember to take care of yourself today

Sometimes, that person you try so hard for, will not be as intrested as you want them to be, and you have the choice of moving on or hoping one day they will, and that is what hurts the most…

A part of me got lost when you left.

i couldn’t get over you for the past few months, i didn’t got over you today, I will not get over you tomorrow, and I probably will never do.

Reading old messages and wondering where it all went wrong

self-destruction doesn’t always look like taking too many pills or cutting your skin open. sometimes it’s drinking coffee when you know caffeine gives you panic attacks. sometimes it’s crossing the street without looking both ways. sometimes it’s showering with the water a little too hot. sometimes it’s avoiding eye contact with your reflection in the mirror or ridiculing your problems rather than addressing them. sometimes it’s walking out without sunscreen in scorching heat and not wearing enough when it’s freezing out. self destruction isn’t always physical mutilation, mostly it’s masked as little things so never assume what someone may be going through just bc they don’t show you visible signs of suffering.