Diaries of a Degenerate

Hiiiii, I'm Riley and welcome to my little degenerate corner. Im a switch by nature, but know my domme side is generally reserved.

Special update Apr 2026:

Per the post linked beneath this, Riley has willingly given up her orgasms to her hypnotist for the next month. Her domme side is still on lock down

You are encouraged to tease our dear girl, and should you be ao inclined send her any rhymes or mantras that will twist her thoughts, she will repeat them for you all. Files are allowed but will be screened for safety. Further details are listed here:

I have two four other parts of me that you may see, they'll be color coordinated, Smiley, Blossom, puppy, and un-named

I'm 32 and am a pre-op trans woman from the northeast of the US. I'd like to avoid getting political, but if someone gets a bit zesty; I'm a trans woman, what line of the spectrum to you think I fall on? Any of you terfs or maga cultists can leave, you were never wanted here, so return to your dens of ill health and vitriol.

I'm blessed with a lovely stereotype, the tgirl wombo combo of adhd and autism. I might be a bit off at times, so patience is always appreciated 💐

Sorry, I will get awkward. and try not blow past any boundaries...but of something happens please tell me so I can be better to avoid making that mistake again.

Messages ands Asks are open, just know im real friendly with the block button ✨️✨️

Mutuals you are always welcome to interact, I love you all 😍 💕

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So lets practice. We dont want you to get worse, you dont want to get worse, you want to get better don't you. So go ahead, think about how much better it is to feel that tingle, feel your need getting worse. Its hard to think of anything else isnt it? As your need gets worse, its only normal your desire to please gets better.

Sometimes our thoughts really do get in the way of it all, don't they. You might hope to feel better when you analyze a problem, a blocker, but over thinking might just make your anxiety worse. Over thinking really is a worse habbit, clouding our better thoughts or feelings from us.

So, instead of doing that, of thinking "why aren't things getting better?", why dont you take a deep breath for just a moment, I know its a silly ask but I dont want you to feel worse. When the air stops, your worry might feel worse, but then your heart might slow down for a second, and that exhale can help you feel better, lighter; feeling anxiety melting away. So lets do that again, better breath in, worse energies out.

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You're doing so well, so much better than you were before, your distractions are gone and your anxiety is not getting worse. Its fairly easy to follow along while you breath isnt it? When youre relaxed, youre so much better to talk with, so I wouldnt worry if your memory ended of a little worse for a bit. But thats okay, i'll make sure you're safe.

You might feel worse for forgetting simple things, or something from yesterday, but that just means I can help you, remember to be better. Forgetting things might make your worries worse, but we can train your mind and body not to feel those; remind it how to be better. Its actually pretty easy to do.

Focus on me for a bit longer, and let your body move on its own for just a bit. Your hands know where to go, to make you feel better, so why not let them? Its only a moment, theres not much worse they could do. So let them feel better, let your need grow worse. Its early enough, you can sate your thirst.

Go on, feel better. Your body wants it. You want it too right? You don't want to get ready for work, or class, or whatever anxiety awaits just yet, you just woke up, and you dont want to feel worse. So let your hands do their work, let them make you feel better for the day. Go on, enjoy the high and ride waves.

Remember to be better