I am the red god, Xuchilbara!

Protection from suffering.

Relief from Suffering.

Stop my suffering.

Prevent repeat suffering.

Prevent Future Suffering.

My suffering doesn't come back.

Heal quickly and completely from my suffering.

Who is Lucifer/Satan to you personally and what is his role in your life?

How did you become a Luciferian/Satanist and why do you remain one?

If you were raised in a different religion, what is your relationship to it?

Do you practice magic? If yes, how does it relate to your religion?

Do you work with or venerate demons other than Lucifer/Satan or other beings associated with him? If not, would you like to? Which ones?

Do you consider to be worshipping Lucifer/Satan? How do you personally feel about worship in general?

How do you feel about Christian God?

How do you feel about angels? How about Michael specifically?

Do you work with or venerate any Christian spirits?

Write a Luciferian/Satanist poem.

What aspects of Lucifer/Satan are currently the most significant in your practice?

What symbols are significant to you as a Luciferian/Satanist?

Write a Luciferian/Satanist prayer.

Is there anything you would like to change about your practice? How can you do that?

If you were not always a Luciferian/Satanist, how did you change since you became one?

What is your favorite text relating to your religion and why?

What are your favorite and least favorite fictional depictions of Lucifer/Satan and why?

What has Luciferianism/Satanism helped you with?

What Luciferian/Satanist stories are important to you and why? (ex. stories of the Garden of Eden or the Rebellion of Angels)

Do you listen to music with Luciferian/Satanist themes? Do you feel your religion has any impact on what you like to listen to?

Write a thank you note to Lucifer/Satan.

What do you find to be hard about being a Luciferian/Satanist?

What about being a Luciferian/Satanist brings you joy?

Do you feel alienated sometimes as a Luciferian/Satanist? Do you have or would like to have some kind of community? If you don’t but would like to, how can you find it?

Describe your ideal altar or sacred space.

What songs, if you have any, remind you of Lucifer/Satan?

Is fun a part of your religious practice and why yes or no? If yes, in what ways? If not, would you like to incorporate it? How?

Do you have any Luciferian/Satanist UPGs? What are they?

What are some interesting things about your local devil lore? Research if you don’t know.

If you have any, what are your favorite songs you associate with Lucifer/Satan or your religion in general?

What are your favorite depictions of Lucifer/Satan in visual arts and why? What makes them speak to you?

Your thoughts on Romantic and Socialist Satanism (if you don’t know what they are, research - they are important to the development of Satanism and Luciferianism as religions).

Your thoughts on the Bible.

Your thoughts on Paradise Lost.

Choose a myth involving Lucifer/Satan and reflect on it.

What has Lucifer/Satan done for you and what can you do for him?

Do you meditate as part of your religious practice? Which forms of meditation work best for you, and which do not? Why?

Do you celebrate any festivals or special days as part of your religious practice?

Have you ever done an official dedication? If yes, what did you do and how did it affect you? If not, would you like to?

If you were baptized, have you ever revoked your baptism? If yes, how did you do that and what did it change? If not, would you like to or not? Why?

If you make offerings, what do you like to give Lucifer/Satan (it doesn’t have to be physical)? What do you think he likes to receive?

If you use pre-written prayers, what is your favorite one and why?

Rewrite a Christian prayer. Try to not make it a simple name switch, but something actually fitting the context of your religion.

How do you see Lucifer/Satan? It doesn’t have to be based on visions, you can just describe how you imagine him to look when you think of him. You don’t have to limit yourself to visualizing either, especially if you struggle with it! What scents do you associate with him, for example?

How did your practice change since you have started?

Do you consider Lucifer/Satan to be a deity?

Did you use to be afraid of Lucifer/Satan? What were you afraid of and how did it change? Do you have some remaining fears?

Your thoughts on Hell.

Do you consider blasphemy or inversion a part of your religious practice? Why yes or no? If yes, what is its role?

How can you fight the far right presence and ideas in the Left Hand Path community?

How is your religion present in your daily life?

Do you like complex rituals, or do you prefer to keep things simple? Why?

What aspects of Lucifer/Satan do you feel are most present in your practice? Would you like to explore some other ones? Why or why not?

What do you think happens after we die? Is it important to you or not? Why?

What things about your practice are the most important to you and why?

How would you describe what your religion is about to someone who knows nothing about it?

Where do your ethics come from?

How do your ethics relate to your religion?

What do you appreciate about Lucifer/Satan?

Do you use any kind of divination as part of your religious practice? If yes, what methods work best for you?

How does cultural Christianity affect you as a Luciferian/Satanist? What things you do or beliefs you hold are culturally Christian? If you live in a Christian culture, it’s likely more than you think even if you were not raised in the religion.

If you are interested in Lilith (or any closed figure), what are the qualities of her that speak to you? What open figures with those qualities could you explore in your practice instead? Research if you don’t know.

What does it mean to you to be a Luciferian/Satanist?

Is sexuality a part of your religious practice? What is its role in it?

If you were planning a ritual or any religious activity for a group of people, what would it be and how would it look like?

What non-satanic philosophies and practices do you find inspiring?

What makes your religious practice personal and truly yours?

What would you like to change about Luciferianism/Satanism and why?

What ideas in LaVey’s works do you think are connected to his fascist sympathies and how can you challenge their presence in the LHP community? Do you think you were influenced by them? How can you deconstruct them?

What plants and animals in your local environment are associated with Lucifer/Satan? Research!

What popular ideas in your religion do you disagree with and why?

What texts were influential for you as a Luciferian/Satanist and how?

How can you connect your religious practice to your culture?

Would you like to incorporate your hobbies or interests into your religious practice? How can you do that?

Research and describe a local folk demon or a folk demon from the culture of your ancestors. If you really can’t find one, just describe any folk demon you find interesting.

Describe a Christian story you perceive differently as a Luciferian/Satanist. How and why is it different?

Your thoughts on the concept of sin.

Do you have some personal religious traditions? Describe them.

Do you perceive Lucifer and Satan as the same or different and why?

Does your religion bring you comfort? If yes, how?

Describe a folk story about Lucifer/Satan, preferably a local one.

How do you connect with your own divinity? When do you feel it the most?

Recognizing your inherent worth and divinity also means recognizing it within other beings. How does it affect your treatment of them and do you think something about it should change?

Do you have an interest in the dark and macabre, for example, vulture culture or certain kinds of music? What makes it speak to you? Do you think it intersects with your religion? If yes, how?

Choose an aspect of Lucifer/Satan and reflect on it.

Do you consider yourself a pagan? Why or why not?

Is taking care of yourself a part of your practice? How?

What makes you appreciate earthly life?

If you have ex-Christian trauma, has the religion you practice now helped you? How?

What values and virtues do you associate with Lucifer/Satan? How can you make them more present in your life?

Has your religion helped you with accepting yourself? If yes, how?

What makes you feel connected to Lucifer/Satan?

Are you Luciferian or Satanist? Why are you on this path and not the other? Is there something you appreciate about the other one and would like to incorporate into your own practice? If yes, how can you do that?

What things about Christianity do you think are harmful? What do you appreciate and is it something you would like to take inspiration from? If yes, how can you do that?

Write down some problematic things about your own religion. How can you counteract them?

What good things do you think your religion brings to the world? How can you make the world better as a Luciferian/Satanist?

What makes you proud of yourself?

What brings you pleasure? Do you ever feel guilty for enjoying harmless things? If yes, why and how can you help yourself release that guilt?

What interesting thing about your religion have you learned recently?

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Actually at the time this was posted, because I was there, people were not reacting harshly towards his opinions as they are now. He was a forum admin and most of the staff members and forum members were his friends. They never made fun of him, mocked him, or berated him for his opinions. The only person that did was banned by him, later. All they did was disagree. And sometimes not even that.

I always see this image around and I always think it’s Jim Pickens so might as well make it into Jim Pickens.

I’m also shitposting more often because I can’t find the motivation to properly draw rn. Damn, college really is draining me.

The original image for those who don’t know what’s going on:

He was so beautiful I had to share him with the world.

Project started: November 11, 2024

Project completed: February 3, 2025

Took me a while because I was working on this in between commissions and I was also in Kelowna for 3 weeks.

Why did I do this? The original was deteriorating because he was poorly made. I only intended the original to be a shitpost I wore to 1 convention and that was it. But I got attached to this silly guy and it was either completely redo him or let him deteriorate beyond repair. He’s also always had a bad ventilation problem I’ve been meaning to fix. So I redid him. Here’s the photos from that:

Also a comparison:

Can’t believe this guy outlived the subreddit that was not a fan of me making this. I may be cringe but at least I am free. I love being cringe!!!!!!

I was also 18 when I made the original. I’m 21 now. Damn.

The guy with the rest of my creations (except the dragon I didn’t make him)

I made this list along time ago about the Supernatural elements of Silent Hill 2 since a lot of fans either say it has nothing to do with the cult and despise the entire cult storyline or nothing to do with anything supernatural.

-Ghosts in Maria’s scenario -Maria is able to hear the ghosts -The mention of rituals that resurrect the dead  -A note about the religious use of acacia (Also mentions the Babylonian goddess of fertility and war, Ishtar and outlines religious usage.

-ritual objects collected in order to perform the Crimson ceremony to Xuchilpaba (The red god? Xuchilbara? In any case made to lead people to obey God, as noted in the file, that the judgments will be obeyed even under the proud and merciless sun. [God = embodiment of the sun/sun deity] Could Xuchilpaba be behind the “lies” [delusions] James is experiencing? [“The lies and the mist aren’t they but I.”] This also means the script for the cult and order was already written out by two.)

-The ritual objects obtained in the game allow for the ending in which James performs a forbidden ritual. He mentions that the old gods are still in Silent Hill and that they grant power to those who venerate them, power to defy even death. -Occult books mentioned in the prison. Black magic books. Tome of the Seer reappears in SH3.  -In the jail cells sigils appear as a clear use of magic [sigil magic] -Wax doll figurine, [found in prison cell] likely used to curse someone -Tablets of the three sinners representating James, Angela, and Eddie. Corresponding to their counterparts the Oppressor [James] is found in a cell in the prison, The Seductress [Angela] is found in the prison showers [rape/sex implied in its location], and the Gluttonous Pig [Eddie] found in the appropriate place of the prison cafeteria. They make the list because they represent their pasts and the term “sinners” is applied. The cult extols redemption. [memo SH3 about sacrifice] This shows that all 3 of their journeys in SH is “fated” and “implied”. The tablets are of Aztec gods. -“This town calls you too.” A line by Eddie referencing the town’s power to “call” people who hold darkness in their hearts. [sinners] -Ernest mentions the gods are here in the town; “You feel it too. You were born here.” to Maria. In which she replies “I’m not sure if "gods" is the right word for it.” [or something similar] -Picture of the order/cult practicing rituals. The pic is called ‘Red & white; feast of the gods and is found in one of the rooms at the beginning of the prison. Its possibly the same one used in Another Crimson Tome when talking about Jimmy Stone, a priest of the Valtiel sect, dressing up as an executioner. The town used to be populated by the executioners and their families, Sato in an interview brought this to light.