šš± Hi Iām Soapy! I also go by Oliver or Spencer (ą¹>Ųā¢Ģą¹)
AUDHD, aroace, 17
Any/they/them pronouns
I post art! Itās in my bio, but my art account is @soapurz
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Sometimes it can take me a while to answer asks/messages due to anxiety or no motivation. I also have health/medical issues that make doing pretty much anything difficult, and that includes posting, drawing and interacting with people. It comes and goes, so sometimes I am feeling okay but other days I can feel awful.
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I donāt want to make a whole dni list, I block freely. But in short if you are a proshipper, lgbtqiaphobic, transphobic, ableist, racist, or just anything ridiculous like thatā I donāt like you. I will block if needed.
I have a lot of hyperfixations, and it can be easy for my brain to switch them aroundāWhen I switch hyperfixations, I drop the previous one and put all my focus and energy into the new one I fear
Iām currently very into cookie run and vocaloid, but some of my other interests are:
The Post Traumatic Manifesto
MCYTS
ENA
Undertale/Underverse
Deltarune
DBD
Stardew Valley
Omori
TBHK
Slime Rancher
+ Probably more that I just canāt think of currently
And thatās honestly probably all for now. Iāll edit this when I think of new things to put (-āæā¦ā)
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Okay, I donāt have any cool smart reasons or anything its just fun and headcannons but hear me out-
Feng Yiās Vimalion Project description describes her as very stoic, she takes her work as an opera singer very seriously, and she has trouble expressing her emotions except when sheās singing. Combine this with Weiward Romance. A party girl with energy and passion for her city <3. So I imagine sheās all business and then a few drinks in sheās all āheyyyyyy did youu know I love you š„°āØ?ā And I love her actually.
And then thereās Yi Xi. My beloved <3
Sheās impulsive, confident, talkative and charming, but thereās something a little off about her. She looooooves messing with Feng Yi in particular <3. Canonically* too! Here look I have evidence-
*the first one is from Weiward Romance Feng Yiās concept art, and the second and third are from Rice Deityās Twitter (i think!). so as ācanonā as i can get lol (sorry the second one is cropped weird I couldnāt find the original version T-T)
anyways, Yi Xi has 0 anxiety. Shes hot and she knows it. As charming as she is, people are weary of her; she can turn ice cold on an instant and will maybe threaten your life a little bit lol. Her lively persona is definitely an act, or at least an exaggeration of herself. Everybody knows her, but no one really knows much about her. She definitely has resting bitch face when she thinks no one is looking.
AND THEN!!! yuri
So-
Feng Yi does not know how to deal with having a crush on Yi Xi. Her brain short circuits a bit when sheās around her (and Yi Xi definitely knows this and takes advantage of it lol) so she just answers questions curtly, her face inevitably turns red after a bit (meanwhile her expression reminds flat lol) and she avoids Yi Xi whenever she can.
Meanwhile Yi Xi⦠is also having a crisis lol. She knows that she throws herself into everything, and needs to remain calm about this or sheāll completely scare Feng Yi off, but OMG HAVE YOU SEEN HER SHES SO CUTE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. cuteness aggression. she wants to eat her. Affectionately <3. She knows the smart thing to do would be to leave her alone, clearly she wants to be, but Yi Xiās version of restraint means annoying her at every opportunity because she just canāt bring herself to stop. poking. her. <3
anyways, at some point theres some SynthV party, they have a couple drinks, Feng Yi loosens up and Yi Xi chills out, and they get to actually talk!!
maybe they can bond over being off-putting to people, maybe they can talk about their different tastes in music, but say that they admire how good the other is at what they do regardless, maybe they can bicker about good wine idk lol
and then Yi Xi gies āhey you wanna get out of here?ā and Feng Yi says āi know a spot or two šā and she takes her on a tour of all the cool hole-in-the-wall places in the city, and Yi Xi is all star struck to see this side of her, and Feng Yi is enjoying being the cool fun one for once, and then they kiss under fireworks and lantern lights aND I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Okie thank you for reading my ship propaganda!!
send me asks to draw them being silly or something because I need to draw them but have no will to live rn lol
Additional Notes: another mv with super fasting moving text, BUT IT WAS WORTH IT!! "to lead a lie or watch your daughter die! i forced the issue, what a waste of time! its wrong, its right, and im so alive! so leave her behind, its an eye for an eye!" š„š„š„š„š„
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i hate to be negative online, but i donāt want to directly put my problems on anyone. here, thereās a choice to interact or not. this person from my school, i still keep thinking about what happened. not only did they put me on a pedestal and claim me as a beautiful goddess, they also tried to guilt trip me when i was trying to break off our friendship. it was scary. genuinely scary. thereās so much they have said that i hate to keep in. i canāt tell if theyāre in the wrong and that iām just a bad friend anymore. but they also called me the hard R so. thanks š preciate that
if i canāt change myself to fit how others want me to be, then i donāt know what to do with myself. i have to try and act more and more like them with every conversation i have with anyone in hopes they will like that
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i broke off a toxic relationship with someone who was at my school and they told me how they wish they could be as likeable as me, and that the people around talked about me like iām some kind of āgoddessā, and then tried to beg me to stay
i donāt want to be viewed as a god, thatās not who i am
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