Rae

Hey it’s been a while …

Some days I hate you, some days I wish you would come back.

I dont know how to stop hurting because of someone who allowed me to be vulnerable In different ways and then suddenly ripped that all away.

“I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break."

I chose to build my life with support that is what they truly say and mean.

The topic of #RoeVWade #RoeVsWade is something I feel very passionate about for multiple reasons. One of which I don’t think many people are considering when this topic is brought up; that is high risk pregnancies relating to other reproductive disorders and illnesses. The overturn scares me a lot. When I was a sophomore in high school, I was diagnosed with PCOS. PCOS, although has a high percentage of infertility, should you get pregnant it is considered high risk. This is something many dont realize when it comes to the legalization of abortions being healthcare. As a woman with PCOS, one of the first things I was told by doctors was that there is a high infertility rate. What that means though is that should someone with PCOS Gets pregnant, the pregnancy is considered high risk. Many complications for the fetus and the one carrying the fetus can occur right from fertilization. With PCOS, the egg is not a suitable condition to be fertilized and develop into a baby, especially full term. This is due to insulin resistance, the risk of diabetes for both the parent (gestational diabetes) during pregnancy and the baby. There is also a high probability of issues with implantation too. There is also the risk of preeclampsia. Of course when there is harm to the person carrying, there is effects to the fetus such as premature delivery, meconium aspiration (the baby’s first stool gets into their lungs), and have a low Apgar score in five minutes (which means that the baby is high risk for death). And of course there is the risk of miscarriages which is very likely. Due to these implications between the fetus and also the person carrying, abortions may be required to ensure the safety of the individual that is pregnant.