XOXO Academy

~ Suho Letter ~

When you first started ignoring my texts and emails about the meetings, at first I wasn’t worried. I thought, you were just slacking again. And I was exasperated, just a little. You’ll have to excuse me... after all, Xiumin told me that the files I asked you to organize are still sitting in a random pile in your windowsill.

I know, I know. I should’ve come by myself. I was so busy that I asked him to drop by for me, but that might’ve been a... less than savory thing to do. Sorry if that’s another factor in why you’re ignoring me.

Xiumin’s also kindly let me know that you’ve been in your pajamas watching cartoon movies and eating sweet buns dipped in pint after pint of ice cream. I’ve never heard of such a thing but… if this rumor is true, then it seems that you haven’t changed clothes in a week either. Apparently your duties are not the only things you’ve been slacking in…

Haha... is that overstepping my bounds to say? If so, I’m sorry. I admit part of it is because I’m so comfortable with you, but I guess I’m also frustrated with you. 

Ever since we began dating, I expected that when something was going on in your life, you’d come to me first and yet... the news came to me secondhand. As I cited, I know I’ve been busy, but you won’t answer my calls or my texts and that hurts me. I mean… I know you’re hurt but… not being the man you can rely on... that frustrated me to. So what exactly is going on?

Listen— even though I did send this email to get those files done (as soon as possible, as aforementioned) I also wanted to make sure that you’re doing alright. In addition to not hearing your voice, I’ve noticed that I haven’t seen you around either— you haven’t even shown up to the culinary club for four days even though we just started the coffee unit you’ve been gushing.

Didn’t you say tell me that it was your favorite two weeks ago?

In any case, whatever happens, my dearest secretary, let me know if you need this time to slack off with the school’s approval. I know, I know… I said I wouldn’t pull strings if you finally got your position but… I’m your boyfriend and I’m worried about you. It’s not like you to be sad. If I weren’t so swamped with the OaDC coursework (you’re not missing out, trust me) I’d definitely be with you— though as Dr. Lee says, I’m pretty bad at bedside manner, so I might just make it worse… Haha…

Anyway, you know the number. If it’s a problem with me and you, then even then we’ll need to talk anyway so… Please call me. I have three labs due by tomorrow at five but if you don’t call me by tonight, I’m coming for you, labs or not.

I mean, it’s true that I’ll probably finish my labs first and you still need the OaD notes but… would the thought still count?

Ha.

I’m sorry.

I love you and I miss you.

Whatever you’re thinking, please don’t cry. It’ll be okay.

~ Sehun Letter ~

Ah, I can't believe it.

We're dating now.

I still feel like I’m dreaming, haha… It’s a little embarrassing for me, but I can’t believe I’m at a stage where it’s difficult to write “dating” without my face getting hot… Everything about this is embarrassing, so I’ll tell you this--when I told Luhan, he said that it’s a good thing that you weren’t there to see me telling him that I was going out with someone.

He said that I had the weirdest expression on my face.

I wouldn’t say it’s impossible for me, but I get excited at the thought of admitting deeper things to you. Next time you see him, wear your uniform shurt as open as you can because it’ll make Sehun’s heart stop~ㅋㅋㅋㅋ.

AH! I didn’t write that— please tell me you can’t read what I’ve crossed out anymore. This is the worst...

The upperclassmen are bullying me because I won’t tell them what we’re going to do on our date. They’re just jealous because none of them have a cute sweethearts like I do— except for Suho, who keeps excitedly asking me if I want to double date one day. (I don’t, Class President! Stop asking!)

…I can’t take them anymore. Is it stupid to say that I’d rather be with you than deal with these guys? You’ll have to erase them from my mind and take their place, okay? None of them are worth keeping around. Because they’re all worthless and don’t know how to mind their business or return anything to the library on time.

Hahaha…. sorry, a certain someone was reading over my shoulder so I had to write something mean for him to read.

Are you excited for today? It’s going to be our first out-of-school date. Maybe I’ll give you this letter after we eat lunch.

I wonder if it’ll make you happy.

I hope you’ll smile, or else I’ll make weird faces at you like Suho would.

Your-boyfriend-who-is-definitely-not-making-a-weird-face-no-matter-what,

~~ Chanyeol Letter ~~

What to write about, what to write about.

I should start with the fact that I didn't want to do this. (Sorry.) But because you're convinced this is cute I'm willing to try it... Whatever. Uh, I’m in class right now... You already know that because we walked here together and on top of that you're sitting like... two rows behind me. Sometimes I worry that all of our time scheduled in the same classes is going to make you sick of me but you seem to be doing okay. Thanks for putting up with me so much even though I'm kind of oblivious to... well, just about everything. Man, I know this is supposed to but cute but so far I'm only talking like usual… Sorry. I don’t really know how to be a boyfriend. I thought it would be more simple than this: if I like you, I like you, and I don’t get why is the stuff like this makes you supposed to like me more... It’s hard enough that Kris tells me that I don’t hold your hand and kiss you enough in the hallway, but even though I like you a lot you, I don’t want you to feel like I do those things just to prove a point or whatever.