r.i.p xiuru

self promo please go follow me so that someday ill have enough money to buy a nice house and own 1000 thread count sheets

xiuru kira suga’s camera is the Olympus OM-D E-M5 but he also uses the sony alpha nex

holy shit i love u sam i sent an ask to his fan blogs but i didnt even need to thank u!!!!!!!!!

i want to touch suga’s face

No space for myself. For a year it felt as if I were walking on thin ice. I don’t know where I’m going. The battle over my feelings and my anxiety with a deep sigh are over, like yesterday. But I still cannot sleep at night. It was predictable chaos though. I still can’t sleep at night. I put myself in the jail of envy and bitterness. And it constantly suffocates me. My future seems blurry. My mind is possessed by the word, “Success”. Something that I have to do and something that I want to do. I’m Gulliver, standing in the middle of them. Fuck it. I don’t give a shit. Did I achieve my dream? or Did I lose it? I don’t know yet. Maybe I dropped my dream for success. Behind my helpless smile, there’s exactly the other half of my self. I’m crying. This is the evidence of my guilt for this identity. Dream and reality…I became more indifferent but also more desperate. The sigh of despair bursting out from my desire in music.