Hook, Line & Sinker (Part 2)
Hooked On A Feeling
Dr Brendon Park x Attending!Wife!Reader, The Pitt x Reader
Find My Pitt Masterlist here Read Previous here! Knowing what they know now. Everyone is completely stumped each time they see you and Brendon in a room together. Your biting quips never fade, but his softened gaze only becomes more and more obvious to them all each time. Now all that's left to know is. How the hell did you manage to fall in love with Shark? Turns out you had quite a temper back in college...leading to a choice you'd come to never regret.
Notes: strong language, misconceptions, tooth rotting fluff and softness, Shark being so down bad for you even as you insult him in the middle of a trauma consult đ
Word Count: ~3.9k
It wasnât as if everything changed overnight.Â
It wasnât as if the fact that you were married to Brendon Park had instantly shifted your behaviour.Â
In fact.Â
The very next time Brendon had come down for a consult. You had reverted instantly to chiding him, to sending him little snippy remarks.
Rolling your eyes when he had been a bit too curt, too rude to one of your med students.Â
It was so strange for those in the Pitt to watch your behaviour.Â
It was polarising.Â
So unlike the usual soft demeanour you usually carried yourself with.Â
It was even stranger as they realised the way youâd dote on your husband, on how thoughtful and considerate he wasâŚ
Doing mental flips as they had to picture BrendonâŚPark the Shark.Â
Being the absolute delight of your lifeâŚ
It only made their brains short circuit.Â
Watching in absolute confusion as theyâd watch you interact with what they knew now.
As theyâd watch you raise a brow at Brendon before huffing a quiet, âDonât be such an arrogant assholeâ
Only to see you send him a wink before heâd leave.Â
Watching how his eyes would soften at the sight of you.Â
It had all begun to make sense now. As those in the Pitt would pick on the little things.Â
The little facts that alluded to your connection with Brendon. To the point they couldnât believe how they were so blind to your relationship. Â
How youâd never speak badly of him when he wasnât around.Â
How heâd check in with you every now and again.Â
How your exact coffee order would appear just when you needed it.Â
By all accounts you were overjoyed and so completely fulfilled by your home life.Â
It simply left your coworkers wonderingâŚ
How did you manage to make Park the Shark so soft hearted for you...and why?
Whilst going over some notes, sipping on your coffee, Santos had wandered up to you. Leaning upon the desk as she peered at you.Â
Those passing, stop by as they hear the question leave her lips.
Curiosity getting the better of them.Â
âSoâŚwhy Shark?âÂ
You glanced up at her, arching your brow in question. A little taken aback to see Santos, Javadi, Mohan and Whitaker all looking at you.Â
âUhââ
âYeah,â Javadi nods, before asking, âIf heâs so considerate why do you fight with him during consults?â before muttering, âNot that we blame you for thatâŚâ
You let out a soft laugh.Â
Ever since the revelation you had been fielding questions like these.Â
Left and right.Â
âWellâthatâs just kind of the way our relationship started back in collegeâŚâ you had said. A soft smile gracing your features as you get taken in by the memory of how you had first met.Â
âŚ
Brendon Park wasnât smooth by any means.Â
In fact, when you had first met him.Â
He was all jagged edges and rough remarks.Â
You had only known him through word of mouth, through mutual friends, using the term friend loosely. You had crossed over a few times through shared classes.Â
But had never once had a conversation with him.Â
Always trying to be the best.Â
Always with something to prove.Â
Keeping everyone at an arms length, at a distance.Â
Due to his drive to be the best. He failed to remember to be nice.Â
He saw no benefit to it unless it was being nice to the professors and demonstrators.
But even that didnât save them from his steely gaze at times.Â
Most conversations that revolved around him wouldnât go any further than simply describing Park as cold blooded.Â
Ruthless.Â
Blunt.Â
Earning him the name Shark.Â
A name that would stick with him through the years.Â
And in the midst of med school. You did not have the time or energy to put up with his bullshit.Â
Never once thinking meeting him would lead you to the life you had now.Â
If someone had told you years ago.Â
That the man you had called an arrogant asshole upon your first meeting just before being forced to work together on a project.Â
You wouldâve brushed them off.Â
You wouldâve told them they had to be fucking lying.Â
That there would be no way in hell youâd ever be with a guy like BrendonâŚ
Disgruntled as you worked alongside him. How heâd be curt in his responses. Clipped. Brusque.Â
But little by little you had chipped away at his steely facade.Â
The way youâd make little jokes, for no one's benefit but your own.Â
Little references slipping into the conversation, even if he didnât understand them, youâd simply laugh at your own words. Amused as a smile would form on your features.Â
How you were so unapologetically you.Â
Fearless.Â
Smart.Â
Funny.Â
And beautiful.Â
I can't stop this feeling Deep inside of me Girl, you just don't realize What you do to me
Whatever it was.Â
You had made his head spin. Had made him crave your company.Â
You had him hooked.Â
To the point that Brendon.Â
Who usually had nerves of steel, were now as brittle as the bones he was aspiring to fix.Â
Had asked you out once the project was completed.Â
Not ready for his time with you to be over.
Hopeful. Watching you. Waiting for what was to come.Â
âŚonly for you to squander it, not cruelly. Not in any way menacing.Â
Just a plain and simple turn down.Â
Stating that. His cold nature was something you couldnât imagine being with.Â
And instead of pestering you.Â
Instead of insisting it wouldnât be an issue.Â
He had taken it well.Â
âŚ
âYou rejected Park?â Mohan asked. The others hang onto your every word. As more and more began to listen in.Â
âWell, yeahâhe was kind of a douche back thenââ you shrugged.Â
Santos scoffed, sharing a look with Whitaker before meeting your eye once more, âBack then?âÂ
âTrust me, the way Brendon is now is nothing compared to the way he used to be,â You huff out a small laugh.Â
Knowing full well he only kept up the clipped facade when coming down, a running gag that had circulated amongst those from the surgical department.Â
Simply enjoying poking a little fun at those in the ED.Â
Knowing full well that within the OR, Brendon was professional as can be. Was thoughtful and never once demeaning with his immediate colleagues.Â
âAnywayâhe took what I said seriouslyâŚâ you continued your story.Â
âŚ
Had instead taken your words to heart.Â
Had taken what you said.Â
And channeled that into being better. Into recognising his own patterns. Into noticing how his brash behaviour was hurting his own life. Was stalling him from achieving.Â
In trying to be the best, he failed to be good.Â
This wasnât to say he was instantly nicer. Instantly the friendly easy going guy. He was simply trying to be better.Â
Life had carried on. Assessments came and went. Coffees guzzled to try and pull through those all nighters. Hours poured over studying.Â
When one evening, while Brendon had been walking home after picking up a pizza, ready to get stuck into studying once more.Â
He had stopped short.Â
Catching a glimpse of you seated beneath the moonlight. Your face turned up to the sky, eyes shut as you breathed in the crisp cool night air.Â
Usually Brendon wouldnât fuss.Â
Wouldnât think anything of it. Would simply keep walking, mind his own businessâŚ
But for some reason.Â
As though pulled by the magnetism of you.Â
His feet moved. Until stopping before you.Â
âDo you mind if I sit?â his voice deep, rounded off with a slight hesitance.Â
Blinking as you met his eye, head tilted in question.Â
And for whatever reason.
One Brendon wasnât willing to question.Â
You nodded wordlessly, shuffling over slightly to let him sit next to you.Â
Any sense of arrogance had long since melted from his demeanour. Something you had noticed over the weeks.Â
How he had tried to be better around his peers. Actively learning instead of ridiculing â unless he was toe-to-toe with an absolute idiot.Â
You had noticed it all.Â
And maybe that was why, as he opened the box of pizza, asking so gently âDo you want some?â Not expecting anything in return.Â
Maybe that was why you hadnât stormed away.Â
Why you had instead stayed seated beside him.Â
Talking mindlessly.Â
About anything and everything that crossed your minds.Â
Just letting the hours pass by in your company.Â
A friendship had begun.Â
Whilst you wagged a finger in his face, half heartedly joking, âNow donât go catching feelings for meâÂ
âŚNot for one moment thinking that it would be you who would be catching feelings for himâŚ
Soon those jokes you used to make for your own amusements now managed to make a laugh rumble from within his chest.Â
With evenings spent studying together, soon shifting to binge nights as you made him sit through your favourite films, even if they were random animated children's films Brendon wouldn't have as his first pick.
Like why was there a movie about a fish pretending he kills sharks? and what is with the Mafia shark mob?...
You had made him watch through your treasured box sets. And he watched happily beside you.
Brendon might not have understood it all. But he enjoyed it nonetheless.
Soon he began to understand the references you made.Â
Beginning to make his own.Â
Just to feel a warmth bloom in his chest from the sight of your smile.Â
In shared classes youâd both begun to save a seat for the other.Â
During those early morning lectures he would be in the prime spot, with your exact coffee order waiting for you.Â
A gesture he brushed off as the least he could do.Â
How the gentle brush of his fingers against yours whilst he passed the coffee to you would send sparks through you.Â
Yes.Â
It was true.Â
That the very person you had once deemed as an arrogant asshole upon your first meeting. Was now etching himself into your heart. Â
Growing closer and closer with you, revealing the most intimate details of his life. Why he felt like he had so much to prove. Why he felt the need to keep everyone at armâs length.Â
He let down his guard.Â
Letting you see a side to him that was vulnerable and open.
It was a true privilege.
Being able to be his safe space.Â
With his step into being vulnerable, he had made you feel comfortable to let down your walls. Had made you feel supported. And never judged.Â
âŚ
âSo did he ask you out again?â Javadi interrupted.Â
Whilst Santos groaned, âLet her talkââ
You chuckled slightly, amused by their deep intrigue.Â
âNeither of us really knew where to go from thereâI had already clearly stated that I wasnât interested. So he didnât want to ask me in case it came off as pressuring, and I can be very stubborn. Especially back then. So we were at a bit of a stand off.â
âSo then what happened?â Whitaker probed. Fully enthralled by your story.Â
âIt had all changed when we went to this partyâŚâÂ
âŚ
You canât say that a college party was something you loved going to.Â
In houses too small, with far too many people.Â
Cheap perfume in the air, swirled into the scent of beer and the heat from moving bodies.Â
All conversation drowned beneath the loud beating music.Â
Your senses flooded by the sheer overwhelming amount of things happening around you.Â
It was safe to say you preferred a nice night in, curled up onto the couch with whatever show you were fixated on at the time playing on tv.Â
But your friends had insisted you come.Â
And in turn you had insisted on dragging Brendon to the party.Â
Leading to you, nursing a red cup filled with whatever beer Brendon had managed to snag for you. Just trying not to throw it up with each sip.Â
Friends now lost in the crowd.Â
Lights dim as brightly coloured flashes strobe around the room.Â
You stand beside him, making little jokes as you people watch those around you.Â
âDidnât realise Scotty was such a fan of Irish river dancing,â he joked, voice low, eyes scanning the crowd to point out things he thought youâd find funny.Â
The alcohol makes your laughs louder, makes your smile wider.Â
And makes your eyes wander.Â
Tracing the features of Brendonâs face.Â
Was he always this handsomeâŚ
Noticing the sharpness of his jaw.Â
The clarity of his blue eyes.Â
The fluffiness of his hair atop his head.Â
âŚso fluffy you just wanted to reach out and card your fingers through those brown locksâ
âHeyyy, Y/NâÂ
Your attention was snapped away from admiring Brendon.Â
âYouâre-youâre looking good tonightâ
Adam, you think his name wasâyou couldnât quite remember. Maybe it was Alan? Whatever, this guy you think you shared a physiology class with had sauntered up to you. Pretty sure that his name was Adam.Â
His eyes scan you from head to toe. With a small lick of his lips. Wolfish smile upon his lips.
His intentions, well and truly out there plain to see.Â
Brendon had tensed up beside you.Â
Whilst you looked at the guy expectantly. Unamused, brows settling into knitted confusion, âCan I help you?âÂ
Tone so uninterested.Â
You might as well have said, fuck off.Â
âWhyâre you hanging out with this asshole?â he had jabbed a finger to Brendonâs chest, âI can show you a better timeâmight even make your pretty face smileâ
He had grinned so widely, words slurring at the edges. With a confidence he had no right to possess.Â
Brendon had raised a brow.Â
It took everything within him to not simply slap the guyâs hand away. To not rip into him and bite back.Â
But he clenched his fist, he buried his discontent.Â
Eyes flickering down to you.Â
Not once anticipating your next move.Â
Shoving your cup into Brendonâs hand, you stalked up to the guy, jabbing a finger to his chest. Your words punctuated with each jab.Â
âWatch what you say you shithead,â you said sharply.
As the guy practically growled beneath your comments.Â
âŚ
âYou didnât!?â Santos said in utter shock.Â
Whilst you nod with slight smug satisfaction, âOh yes I didâÂ
âHe sounds like an asshole,â she added.Â
âHe was,â you agreed, before saying, âNow where was I?...â
âThe guy was totally about to do something heâd regret,â Dana offered, passing by, without looking up from what she was doing.Â
Amused by your story, even if it wasnât the first time he had heard it, it never failed to make her grin.Â
Snapping your fingers, âThatâs right, he called me aââ
âŚ
âFucking bitchâIâm just saying you could do better than Sharkâall he fucking does is broodââ
You shove him back, anger bubbling through you, unable to keep a lid on it as the cheap beer weakens your inhibitions.Â
âHeâs a lot fucking nicer than you!â You retaliated.Â
And just as youâre about ready to throw hands with the guy, Brendonâs strong arms curl around you, pulling you away, while others hold back the other guy.Â
You struggle against his grasp, shouting over your shoulder back to the asshole.Â
More than ready to finish the fight that had begun to brew.Â
Senses coming to a shock as the muggy evening air envelopes you. The sense that summer was beginning to set in. The way Brendonâs arms hold you so completely.Â
So assuringly.Â
Calming your senses. The rushing of anger coursing through your blood now fading, morphing into something different.Â
Something you had worked so hard to ignore over the past few weeks. Â
When you hold me In your arms so tight You let me know Everything's alright
Brendonâs hands shift, letting you go slightly only to clasp your shoulders, ducking slightly to meet your eyes.Â
âOkay, calm down spitfire,â he said soothingly, not condescendingly, just steady. Before asking, âYou okay?âÂ
Eyes softening as he gazes at you. Concern filtering into his features.Â
Nerves set on fire. Fizzling beneath your skin.Â
Whether that was from the adrenaline from being about 2 seconds from punching the other guy.Â
From the alcohol in your system.Â
Or from the way that with one look from Brendon had made you feel so lightheaded and dizzy.Â
For any number of reasons you had leaned in. Eyes fluttering shut as your lips collided with his. Noses bumping slightly.Â
His eyes widening for just a fraction.Â
You had caught him off guard.Â
Completely stunned by your action.Â
And before you could pull away, his hands drifted to cup your cheek, whilst the other traced around to the small of your back, pulling you closer to him. His eyes closing as he soaks in the feel of you.Â
The scent of him invading your senses, subtle and yet so addicting.Â
The slight saltiness of his lips.Â
Your hands shifting to reach around his neck, threading through the hairs on the nape of his neck. Just as soft as you had imagined.
Finally acting on the impulse you had pushed aside.Â
Finally acting on the desire to kiss him. To cross that line between friendship and the something more you were craving from him.  Â
I'm hooked on a feeling I'm high on believing That you're in love with me
Pulling away breathless.Â
Barely parted, mere inches from each otherâs face, your eyes peered into his.Â
âI think Iâll take up the offer on a date if it still stands?â you asked cheekily, a glint in your eye.Â
While a smile curled at his lips, pressing a soft kiss to the soft skin of your cheeks, huskily mumbling with such revere, âThe offer never leftâÂ
âŚ
â...And that was how Brendon and I got together,â you said with satisfaction.Â
âI did not expect that,â Javadi stated, eyes wide.Â
All of their mouths agape.Â
Stunned.Â
Mohan furrowed her brow, âYou mean to tell me that you rejected him only to become friends with him and then practically get into a fist fight over him?â
âUh yeahâbut I like the way I tell the story just a bit better,â you remarked with a smile.Â
Langdon comments, âI would never have imagined it was you with the short temperâ
Throwing your hands up in slight defense, âHey, you know. Nobodyâs perfect. And if I can add that that guy definitely had it comingâÂ
Before they can dig any further youâre all pulled away as Robby stops to stand by you, sending everyone a raised brow, a silent question as to what they were all doing.Â
Causing them to disperse immediately beneath his gaze.Â
Before he turns his eyes to you.Â
âWhat did you do to make practically the entire ER stop?â he asked, a slight twitch at the corners of his lips.Â
Shrugging, with a grin you replied, âJust told them how I met Brendon.â
He clicks his tongue in understanding, âAh yes. How you called him an asshole upon first meeting?â
Nodding you tidied up the notes, averting your gaze.Â
âAnd did you mention why you called him an asshole?â he asked pointedly.Â
Feigning ignorance your replied, âI donât know what youâre talking aboutâ
âI distinctly remember Park telling me that you had called him an arrogant asshole because you had rounded the corner only to bump into him spilling coffee all over yourselfâÂ
You bit the inside of your cheek.Â
âAnd that you practically seethed at himâŚeven if it wasnât really his faultâ
Not once meeting his eyes.Â
âDid you happen to say that?âÂ
âWhat they donât know wonât hurt them,â you retorted.Â
âRight,â he nodded in false agreement.Â
Whilst you claimed, finally looking up at him, âIf youâd have been there you would know that it was his faultâ
He huffed out a laugh with a shake of his head, âAnd you called him the assholeâ
You sighed, muttering lowly, âFucking liarâ
Before shooting him a glare, âDonât even think about telling the othersâif you do, then youâre not invited to the next barbecue we host,â you threatened.Â
âOh, Iâm so scared,â he mocks lightly.Â
âFine, your loss,â you said innocently, âIâll just have to tell the kids that Uncle Robby just didnât want to see them.â
âYou wouldnâtâ
âOh yes I fucking would,â you smirked. Full well knowing that you had won.Â
âThis ainât over,â he says pointedly before walking away.Â
With a satisfied grin, âI think it isâÂ
Dana stops to stand by you with a knowing look, âYou wouldnât do thatâ
Laughing lightly, you whisper to her, âYeah, I wouldnât. But Robby doesnât know thatâ
She shakes her head with a laugh, before patting your shoulder.Â
Smiling softly, you went back to work. Comforted by the memory of how you met your now husband.Â
It may have been a rough start.Â
But with time it had completely softened and settled into a peaceful comfort.Â
Like a sharp piece of glass, with pointy edges and rough surfaces, dropped in the midst of the ocean, as the waves rolled over it, as time passed, it had polished over time.Â
Before becoming a piece of sea glass so smooth it would make anyone look at it in awe of its glinting beauty.Â
That was the way yours and Brendonâs relationship was.Â
You had made it through lifeâs toughest problems. And had come out stronger together.Â
As Brendon stops by at the end of your shift, his hand instantly grasps at your bag shedding its weight from your shoulders, while his other hand moves to hold yours, lifting it to his lips with a gentle kiss.Â
Your heart melted once more by his thoughtfulness.Â
His consideration and kindness.Â
All reserved for you.Â
And the three little sweethearts waiting for you both at home.Â
Wrapped up in a mass of hugs and happy hellos, whilst Brendon lifts both Frankie and Finn, bright giggles ringing out in the house.Â
While you wrap up Lenny in your arms.Â
How serious Brendon took the bedtime routine. Making sure each of your kids were doted over and given his full attention.Â
That they knew how loved they were.Â
Reading them a bed time story before tucking them into bed, as you both press a goodnight kiss to their foreheads. Murmuring softly as you wish them pleasant dreams.Â
And as the quiet of the night would embrace you both, Brendon would sigh, arms curling around you pressing sweet kisses to your face. Sighing as he breathed you in.Â
Having missed you.Â
Even if you had only been apart for a day.Â
He always longed to have you close, to only be within armâs reach of you, just so that he could show you just how much he loved you.
Because his love for you was endless. As deep as the sea.Â
And so unbelievably grateful that you had given him a second chance all those years ago.
Now in a home so filled with love, laughter and joy.Â
Neither of you could fathom that it had all begun by you calling him an arrogant assholeâŚ
An arrogant asshole who had become the love of your life.
It was funny the way things worked out.Â
And you wouldnât have it any other way.
âŚ
Well, not exactly.Â
You mightâve enjoyed landing at least one hit on Adam.Â
But everything else.Â
You wouldnât change a single thing.
Park the Shark, well and truly had your heart.
Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed. It was super fun exploring more for these two!! (I am now inspired to possibly write a third part, going a little more into Brendon being a good dad to his trio of kids - definitely picturing playing tea party vibes) I just loved the idea of it sort of being enemies to friends to lovers just ughhh!! (Dana and Robby have totally heard this story before and they find it amusing each and every time) loved writing this one so I hope you enjoyed! (May or may not have had hooked on a feeling stuck in my brain whilst writingđŤ ) Let me know what you think! ⨠Comments, Reblogs and Likes are welcomed and appreciated đ Feel free to check out my Pitt Masterlist here!
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