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@xanderthemander
Intro Post
Haiiiiiii I'm Xander, I'm a guitarist of The Dunwich Dolls!
Im gay as shit lol, and I LOVE my boyfriend Simon @prattthatsallthat
And OF COURSE our wonderful drummer Adil @thedunwichdrummer
And the LOVELY, @marly-and-their-keytar our keytaurist (?) (Is that how you say that?)
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@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
His eyes widened
What..
he thought to himself.
Was that seriously what he thought? After everything, after the months of showing this new side of him? The side that he promised not to share to anyone since high school?
He was angry, more-so at himself than Xander, he couldn’t blame him, for he knew what happened back in high school, having both shared similar experiences. He knows he could be quite teasing but he didn’t expect Xander to truly take it to heart
..it burnt him.
He hated that, he hated leaving Xander with the assumption that it was all fake.
A part of him wanted to scream, to yell out his affections and how he truly meant to him.
But that’s not what he needed right now, he didn’t want to startle him
He took a deep breath to compose himself before he finally spoke
“Oh Xander..” he whispered
“That’s bullshit and you know it, Xan..couldn’t be further than the truth” he tilted his chin to face him.
He didn’t want to say this out of fear he might mock him later, thinking back to what he said prior to when they first started dating
“That’s below me”
god he was such an idiot! Why did he insist on keeping his ego in check? And for what? The cost of his boyfriend’s self esteem? His doubts?
Idiot..
“Look..I know I can be quite- harsh at times but truth be told?”
He took a deep breath, almost hesitating to speak, breaking the silence with a cough
“Xander..I loved you from the start, like- loved you, ever since we met during practice and..I tried..I tried so damn hard to convince myself what I felt for you wasn’t real cause..”
He looked down bashfully, his face going red.
“I didn’t actually think you’d like me back..”
((HOLY SHIT THATS A LOT, I LOVE IT BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I DONT WRITE THAT MUCH))
Xanders gaze travels back to Simon before curling into him. He knows that Simon loves him, but that damn voice wont shut up.
"I-"
He chokes on the words, burring himself into his shoulder again.
"I feel like I... forced you to love me. Because of what happened..."
((AGHHH I AM SO SORRY I GOT EXCITED!! I DONT CARE ABT THE LENGTH WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL LIKE))
He was really in that deep, huh..
If that’s so, he’ll remind him as many times as needed, as many times to ensure him his love is real
“No, you didn’t. You never did. Everything was my choice, just like I chose to dance with you! Just like I chose to kiss you! None of it was forced! Didn’t you hear me? I love you, damnit! I loved you from the start!”
Shit..he didn’t mean to get too loud.
He coughed, his tone now calm, whisper quiet, head atop his as he stroked his scalp
“..You know I hate owing things to people, right? So what makes you think this is any different?”
Simons words have quieted his thoughts though it's not silent.
"Really...?"
He cuddles closer, closing his eyes.
"You mean it?"
“Of course I do..”
He held onto him tighter
“You mean so much..so much to me..don’t you ever forget it” he voice grew raspy, almost silent
Something he would never say, not to the closest pupil, he was never the type to mindlessly show affection after all so this side of Simon?
It was rare, unexpected.
Now that the words were out, if anything were to happen to him, if they were to depart.
God would the saying would haunt him.
And yet, he knows it won’t happen, not likely atleast.
He sniffs and wipes his eyes.
"Thank you Simon..."
He sobs quietly, though he feels better now.
He sighed
“Of course..youre my boyfriend, jackass..” he chuckled dryly
He places a kiss from his forehead to his nose, foreheads now resting alongside eachother, embracing him for as long as he wished
He opened his eyes for a moment to get a good look at his face, watching his frown slowly turn into a smile
“I love you..remember that, ok?”
Xander kisses him back with a peck on the jaw and nestles back into him.
"I love you too. A lot."
“Iunno Xan..I’m pretty tough to beat”
He teased with a chuckle, his arms resting on his back once more before he slowly eased into the couch, holding Xander towards him
@xanderthemander ((sorry to pester! Just a small reminder))
He laughs, blushing a bit. He leans into the couch, settling atop Simon. He seems al.ost tired, likinh just bring here with him.
"Yeah yeah..."
I feel like being less of a prick today
Sure hope that a certain gay Italian boy won’t change that
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I see two reblogs so yeah Im too late right? 😓
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
His eyes widened
What..
he thought to himself.
Was that seriously what he thought? After everything, after the months of showing this new side of him? The side that he promised not to share to anyone since high school?
He was angry, more-so at himself than Xander, he couldn’t blame him, for he knew what happened back in high school, having both shared similar experiences. He knows he could be quite teasing but he didn’t expect Xander to truly take it to heart
..it burnt him.
He hated that, he hated leaving Xander with the assumption that it was all fake.
A part of him wanted to scream, to yell out his affections and how he truly meant to him.
But that’s not what he needed right now, he didn’t want to startle him
He took a deep breath to compose himself before he finally spoke
“Oh Xander..” he whispered
“That’s bullshit and you know it, Xan..couldn’t be further than the truth” he tilted his chin to face him.
He didn’t want to say this out of fear he might mock him later, thinking back to what he said prior to when they first started dating
“That’s below me”
god he was such an idiot! Why did he insist on keeping his ego in check? And for what? The cost of his boyfriend’s self esteem? His doubts?
Idiot..
“Look..I know I can be quite- harsh at times but truth be told?”
He took a deep breath, almost hesitating to speak, breaking the silence with a cough
“Xander..I loved you from the start, like- loved you, ever since we met during practice and..I tried..I tried so damn hard to convince myself what I felt for you wasn’t real cause..”
He looked down bashfully, his face going red.
“I didn’t actually think you’d like me back..”
((HOLY SHIT THATS A LOT, I LOVE IT BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I DONT WRITE THAT MUCH))
Xanders gaze travels back to Simon before curling into him. He knows that Simon loves him, but that damn voice wont shut up.
"I-"
He chokes on the words, burring himself into his shoulder again.
"I feel like I... forced you to love me. Because of what happened..."
((AGHHH I AM SO SORRY I GOT EXCITED!! I DONT CARE ABT THE LENGTH WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL LIKE))
He was really in that deep, huh..
If that’s so, he’ll remind him as many times as needed, as many times to ensure him his love is real
“No, you didn’t. You never did. Everything was my choice, just like I chose to dance with you! Just like I chose to kiss you! None of it was forced! Didn’t you hear me? I love you, damnit! I loved you from the start!”
Shit..he didn’t mean to get too loud.
He coughed, his tone now calm, whisper quiet, head atop his as he stroked his scalp
“..You know I hate owing things to people, right? So what makes you think this is any different?”
Simons words have quieted his thoughts though it's not silent.
"Really...?"
He cuddles closer, closing his eyes.
"You mean it?"
“Of course I do..”
He held onto him tighter
“You mean so much..so much to me..don’t you ever forget it” he voice grew raspy, almost silent
Something he would never say, not to the closest pupil, he was never the type to mindlessly show affection after all so this side of Simon?
It was rare, unexpected.
Now that the words were out, if anything were to happen to him, if they were to depart.
God would the saying would haunt him.
And yet, he knows it won’t happen, not likely atleast.
He sniffs and wipes his eyes.
"Thank you Simon..."
He sobs quietly, though he feels better now.
He sighed
“Of course..youre my boyfriend, jackass..” he chuckled dryly
He places a kiss from his forehead to his nose, foreheads now resting alongside eachother, embracing him for as long as he wished
He opened his eyes for a moment to get a good look at his face, watching his frown slowly turn into a smile
“I love you..remember that, ok?”
Xander kisses him back with a peck on the jaw and nestles back into him.
"I love you too. A lot."
Simon: a new convention’s coming up and whilst it’s not REALLY my thing I thought you might like it..wanna come with?
We can even- cosplay or whatever
REALLY!?!?!?!?!
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS!!!!!!
Alright..lay it on me
He jumped onto the couch, inquiring Xander to sit next to him
He points a finger in his direction before he speaks
Just- don’t make it some embarrassing crap, I’m not wearing some?? Sailor uniform or whatever
Hehe okay...
I know this is less anime, but it would be SO CUTE
((OOC - I have never watched the show, so the extent of my knowledge is through art 😅))
That’s..
Actually not bad?? Wow.
Shocker coming from you Xan! He nudges his side playfully with a chuckle
Alright, I’m down. Let’s do it.
EEEEEE
YAY OKAY!!!
He laughed, finding his excitement amusing
Pfft-! Dork
Im your dork :)
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@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
His eyes widened
What..
he thought to himself.
Was that seriously what he thought? After everything, after the months of showing this new side of him? The side that he promised not to share to anyone since high school?
He was angry, more-so at himself than Xander, he couldn’t blame him, for he knew what happened back in high school, having both shared similar experiences. He knows he could be quite teasing but he didn’t expect Xander to truly take it to heart
..it burnt him.
He hated that, he hated leaving Xander with the assumption that it was all fake.
A part of him wanted to scream, to yell out his affections and how he truly meant to him.
But that’s not what he needed right now, he didn’t want to startle him
He took a deep breath to compose himself before he finally spoke
“Oh Xander..” he whispered
“That’s bullshit and you know it, Xan..couldn’t be further than the truth” he tilted his chin to face him.
He didn’t want to say this out of fear he might mock him later, thinking back to what he said prior to when they first started dating
“That’s below me”
god he was such an idiot! Why did he insist on keeping his ego in check? And for what? The cost of his boyfriend’s self esteem? His doubts?
Idiot..
“Look..I know I can be quite- harsh at times but truth be told?”
He took a deep breath, almost hesitating to speak, breaking the silence with a cough
“Xander..I loved you from the start, like- loved you, ever since we met during practice and..I tried..I tried so damn hard to convince myself what I felt for you wasn’t real cause..”
He looked down bashfully, his face going red.
“I didn’t actually think you’d like me back..”
((HOLY SHIT THATS A LOT, I LOVE IT BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I DONT WRITE THAT MUCH))
Xanders gaze travels back to Simon before curling into him. He knows that Simon loves him, but that damn voice wont shut up.
"I-"
He chokes on the words, burring himself into his shoulder again.
"I feel like I... forced you to love me. Because of what happened..."
((AGHHH I AM SO SORRY I GOT EXCITED!! I DONT CARE ABT THE LENGTH WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL LIKE))
He was really in that deep, huh..
If that’s so, he’ll remind him as many times as needed, as many times to ensure him his love is real
“No, you didn’t. You never did. Everything was my choice, just like I chose to dance with you! Just like I chose to kiss you! None of it was forced! Didn’t you hear me? I love you, damnit! I loved you from the start!”
Shit..he didn’t mean to get too loud.
He coughed, his tone now calm, whisper quiet, head atop his as he stroked his scalp
“..You know I hate owing things to people, right? So what makes you think this is any different?”
Simons words have quieted his thoughts though it's not silent.
"Really...?"
He cuddles closer, closing his eyes.
"You mean it?"
“Of course I do..”
He held onto him tighter
“You mean so much..so much to me..don’t you ever forget it” he voice grew raspy, almost silent
Something he would never say, not to the closest pupil, he was never the type to mindlessly show affection after all so this side of Simon?
It was rare, unexpected.
Now that the words were out, if anything were to happen to him, if they were to depart.
God would the saying would haunt him.
And yet, he knows it won’t happen, not likely atleast.
He sniffs and wipes his eyes.
"Thank you Simon..."
He sobs quietly, though he feels better now.
Simon: a new convention’s coming up and whilst it’s not REALLY my thing I thought you might like it..wanna come with?
We can even- cosplay or whatever
REALLY!?!?!?!?!
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS!!!!!!
Alright..lay it on me
He jumped onto the couch, inquiring Xander to sit next to him
He points a finger in his direction before he speaks
Just- don’t make it some embarrassing crap, I’m not wearing some?? Sailor uniform or whatever
Hehe okay...
I know this is less anime, but it would be SO CUTE
((OOC - I have never watched the show, so the extent of my knowledge is through art 😅))
That’s..
Actually not bad?? Wow.
Shocker coming from you Xan! He nudges his side playfully with a chuckle
Alright, I’m down. Let’s do it.
EEEEEE
YAY OKAY!!!
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
His eyes widened
What..
he thought to himself.
Was that seriously what he thought? After everything, after the months of showing this new side of him? The side that he promised not to share to anyone since high school?
He was angry, more-so at himself than Xander, he couldn’t blame him, for he knew what happened back in high school, having both shared similar experiences. He knows he could be quite teasing but he didn’t expect Xander to truly take it to heart
..it burnt him.
He hated that, he hated leaving Xander with the assumption that it was all fake.
A part of him wanted to scream, to yell out his affections and how he truly meant to him.
But that’s not what he needed right now, he didn’t want to startle him
He took a deep breath to compose himself before he finally spoke
“Oh Xander..” he whispered
“That’s bullshit and you know it, Xan..couldn’t be further than the truth” he tilted his chin to face him.
He didn’t want to say this out of fear he might mock him later, thinking back to what he said prior to when they first started dating
“That’s below me”
god he was such an idiot! Why did he insist on keeping his ego in check? And for what? The cost of his boyfriend’s self esteem? His doubts?
Idiot..
“Look..I know I can be quite- harsh at times but truth be told?”
He took a deep breath, almost hesitating to speak, breaking the silence with a cough
“Xander..I loved you from the start, like- loved you, ever since we met during practice and..I tried..I tried so damn hard to convince myself what I felt for you wasn’t real cause..”
He looked down bashfully, his face going red.
“I didn’t actually think you’d like me back..”
((HOLY SHIT THATS A LOT, I LOVE IT BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I DONT WRITE THAT MUCH))
Xanders gaze travels back to Simon before curling into him. He knows that Simon loves him, but that damn voice wont shut up.
"I-"
He chokes on the words, burring himself into his shoulder again.
"I feel like I... forced you to love me. Because of what happened..."
((AGHHH I AM SO SORRY I GOT EXCITED!! I DONT CARE ABT THE LENGTH WRITE AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL LIKE))
He was really in that deep, huh..
If that’s so, he’ll remind him as many times as needed, as many times to ensure him his love is real
“No, you didn’t. You never did. Everything was my choice, just like I chose to dance with you! Just like I chose to kiss you! None of it was forced! Didn’t you hear me? I love you, damnit! I loved you from the start!”
Shit..he didn’t mean to get too loud.
He coughed, his tone now calm, whisper quiet, head atop his as he stroked his scalp
“..You know I hate owing things to people, right? So what makes you think this is any different?”
Simons words have quieted his thoughts though it's not silent.
"Really...?"
He cuddles closer, closing his eyes.
"You mean it?"
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
His eyes widened
What..
he thought to himself.
Was that seriously what he thought? After everything, after the months of showing this new side of him? The side that he promised not to share to anyone since high school?
He was angry, more-so at himself than Xander, he couldn’t blame him, for he knew what happened back in high school, having both shared similar experiences. He knows he could be quite teasing but he didn’t expect Xander to truly take it to heart
..it burnt him.
He hated that, he hated leaving Xander with the assumption that it was all fake.
A part of him wanted to scream, to yell out his affections and how he truly meant to him.
But that’s not what he needed right now, he didn’t want to startle him
He took a deep breath to compose himself before he finally spoke
“Oh Xander..” he whispered
“That’s bullshit and you know it, Xan..couldn’t be further than the truth” he tilted his chin to face him.
He didn’t want to say this out of fear he might mock him later, thinking back to what he said prior to when they first started dating
“That’s below me”
god he was such an idiot! Why did he insist on keeping his ego in check? And for what? The cost of his boyfriend’s self esteem? His doubts?
Idiot..
“Look..I know I can be quite- harsh at times but truth be told?”
He took a deep breath, almost hesitating to speak, breaking the silence with a cough
“Xander..I loved you from the start, like- loved you, ever since we met during practice and..I tried..I tried so damn hard to convince myself what I felt for you wasn’t real cause..”
He looked down bashfully, his face going red.
“I didn’t actually think you’d like me back..”
((HOLY SHIT THATS A LOT, I LOVE IT BUT I FEEL BAD BECAUSE I DONT WRITE THAT MUCH))
Xanders gaze travels back to Simon before curling into him. He knows that Simon loves him, but that damn voice wont shut up.
"I-"
He chokes on the words, burring himself into his shoulder again.
"I feel like I... forced you to love me. Because of what happened..."
Simon: a new convention’s coming up and whilst it’s not REALLY my thing I thought you might like it..wanna come with?
We can even- cosplay or whatever
REALLY!?!?!?!?!
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS!!!!!!
Alright..lay it on me
He jumped onto the couch, inquiring Xander to sit next to him
He points a finger in his direction before he speaks
Just- don’t make it some embarrassing crap, I’m not wearing some?? Sailor uniform or whatever
Hehe okay...
I know this is less anime, but it would be SO CUTE
((OOC - I have never watched the show, so the extent of my knowledge is through art 😅))
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@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
He pulls him off momentarily, hand glided towards his cheek, wiping off the tears from his now-drenched face
“Hey. Take your time, as long as needed”
He reassured, resting his forehead against his. This side of him almost came out of nowhere. it confused Simon.
up until recently he appeared generally apathetic, not concerning himself with others and their problems, except with Adil at least st.
But now? Between his friends, his boyfriend..? He had this urge to at least show some support, be there when they need it. At least then they’ll have a reason to stay, don’t get him wrong, as his intentions did come from the goodness of his heart as well.
He cant keep eye contact, but he groans and mumbles.
"I... I know you love me... but there's a part of me that wonders if... *sniff* if its just because of what happened when we were in space."
"I went crazy in there, and I'm still dealing with it. I sometimes worry that... you just fo all this to humor me..."
Simon: a new convention’s coming up and whilst it’s not REALLY my thing I thought you might like it..wanna come with?
We can even- cosplay or whatever
REALLY!?!?!?!?!
I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS!!!!!!
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
You don’t need to talk about it if you don’t want to, Xander.
He held closer to him, soft yet heavy enough to ground him, hoping it would give some sense of ease
You could just..stay like this for while, as long as you’d like, alright? he reassured, voice as soft as can be, stroking his back once more
He looks away, almost embarrassed.
"I dont know how... to talk about it..."
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
It was strange, he usually wasn’t the type people came to for comfort.
And whilst he claimed he preferred the solitude, it was surprisingly..nice to be seeked out, to be relied on, to be someone’s main source of comfort.
One hand proceeded to stroke his back, the other snaked up to the back of his head, resting it there
No one’s here alright? it’s just me.. you can let yourself go, you’re safe I promise..
He murmured, before going silent, no words shed, choosing to comfort him with his embrace rather than words
Xander mumbles something into Simons shoulder as he starts to sob quietly.
S'stupid... nothin...
He shakes his head but makes to effort to back off
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
He heaved a sigh, pulling him closer as he reassured, his voice gentle and soft
I’m not going anywhere alright? So just..let it all out..I’m here, it’s ok.
He repeated, drawing circles on his back in a calming motion.
There's a whine in his voice as he cries, but he says nothing. Hes not used to being the one who is comforted, and hes unsure how hes supposed to do this.
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@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
No, you’re not.
His hands reached out, wiping the small beads of tears away before they traced amongst his cheeks.
He couldn’t bare to see him like this. Xander, who was usually so chipper and full of energy, look so tired and drained.
He cared, he cared so deeply..
Xander..
He whispered, his thumb rubbing across his cheek, looking back up at him
…What’s wrong?
He wants to keep denying it, anf the fight between his emotion and his logic continues until he stands silent and crying, a faltering smile still on his face.
@xanderthemander
Hey- I know you’ve been having a bad day n all so
He opens his arms wide, inviting him for a huge (as inviting as Simon can be, atleast)
C’mere
((At the offer, he looks about to cry before taking the hug))
Oh... thank you Simon-
He says nothing, just wrapping his arms and his back in response
It was awkward, he wasn’t really the comforting type. But it meant a lot to Xander, the least he could do was show some care
It seemed to be working too so that was good atleast
((He pulls back and plasters a smile.))
Haha! Sorry wow-
Anyways...
..
Xander..
He paused before looking up at him with a stern expression, cupping his face with both hands
Fuck- he wasn’t used to this..was he doing it right? He sure hopes so, last thing he wants is to make Xander feel worse
..You’re allowed to let yourself be, you know?
Xander grins, though its fake
Im all good! Please dont worry about me!
C’mon, Xander..you’re clearly not.
He whispered, his voice softening
Was he?? Worried?? Wow. A rare trait for Simon.
His brows were furrowed, seeing right through him. The sadness in his eyes clear as day
the smile fades just a bit but his gaurd isnt down
What... what are you uh taking about?
Don’t lie to me, Xander!
You’ve been down all day! And I just-
Fuck..he wanted to help, not to pry it out of him!
He sighed, voice growing soft .
I just.. wanted to know what’s up.. If you’d like to share I mean- I’m not going to force you
Xandrr purses his lips and seems like hes trying to shake his head, but doesnt turn.
Im... Im just fine Simon-
Buy tears well up in his eyes as he tries to blink them away
