partner and self play

I've never hated myself this much

I love how very aware of how shitty my relationship is and we just keep going. Living so fucking miserably because????

It's crazy to think about how many times I cried and your face and you still didn't change

Take me back to the time I thought you loved me. I know it wasn't real but I didn't feel this kind of pain

Okieeeee dats what I'm talking about! 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Trying to be positive but like nothing around me is good

I regret you all the time

We're not lasting

I really am just so unhappy

I spend so much time hating myself and then fearing how much I'll regret it when I'm old

I feel so pathetic

I think I'm just ready to give up

I can tell you exactly what I need and never get it

I don't understand why I'm so difficult to understand

I will forever be grossed out by my body

No one understands how broken I am