Drowning

so the childhood yearning to live in a fantasy world just never goes away huh

my inner peace lasts about four minutes on a good day

If you see me looking zoned out it’s cuz im having a therapy session with myself in my head

do you ever get the irresistible urge to bash your head against a brick wall

napping together is bonding for me. we could sleep all day idc

i feel like i deserve more credit for getting up in the morning

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

sorry for not talking to anyone i am completely one hundred percent disconnected from this reality

“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.

Current mood: trying not to explode into a million fucking pieces

sorry i’m depressing, it’s the depression

some days my heart is a child crying in an empty room

oh to be a little frog hiding under a mushroom in the rain.