NiKoLeh

I have my own dream and I want to do a lot of things but as I hear You calling me all my ambition was gone. I tried to do things by my own strength but find myself not happy without Your full support. All the sacrifices I made for You was all worth it because it cannot compare to what You have done for my life.

You searched the deepest part of my heart and revealed to me that the only desire of it is to serve You. You remind me of my death from the day I said, Jesus, be my LORD and Savior. My life is not my own, I give You control. I give myself to You.

I thank You, God for blessing me a very supportive family that understands my purpose for living. They made me also a living sacrifice to say, “God, we are grateful for all the blessings we receive from You.”

A battle raging inside is the hardest to fight but thank You, Holy Spirit that You’re living in me. You won my heart and give me peace to be still and trust God. I may not completely understand what’s going on but I believe at the right time You will reveal it to me as I move my feet to obey.

English, English, English. :) 

Who would have thought that I will be an English Tutor and be part of a Call Center industry?

It’s really funny and ironic that the subject I don’t like the most is now my career. To continue sharing my story or random thought will write in TagLish kasi my grammar is still not that good. :))

I know I’m not good, not really good in English because when I was in Elementary until High School hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang 8 Part of Speech. Noun and Pronoun lang then wala na. When I was in College my Prof. gave me 3 for my grade and I was so embarrassed. I don’t care about English as long as I can connect with people. :D

But, it doesn’t stop there. God placed me to a School kung saan na-challenge ako ng lubusan mag-aral at matuto pang mag-English. I was so intimidated sa mga classmate ko kasi ang galing nila sa English. That feeling na nauubos na ung dugo mo pag kausap sila. :D 

But because of this School I strive to study and learn more. After that School lumipat naman ako and it was an International School kasi may mga foreigners at talagang hinahasa ang ingles ko. Aba! Masakit ito sa bangs. Haha. 

However, I thank God for this stages ng buhay ko na mahalin si English kasi gagamitin ko ito ng maraming beses sa pagtuturo o pagbabahagi ng Salita ng Panginoon. 

Being an English Online tutor to Japanese and to be part of Call Center Industry is a miracle for me. I know it is always God who made a way for me. I am most of the time in the place where I should be and not used to be. :) I thank God that He knows me more than I know myself. He trusted me to do things that by His grace I believe will be able to do it. 

There is a longing that only God can fill in. And there is another longing in my heart that Daddy God can only give in His time when I’m ready. I want to fall in love with Jesus more, to draw myself and find my worth that at the right time someone will also be there to love, care and be with me. :) 

Divine Exchange by Abundant Life Ministries, from the album "The Divine Exchange Live Worship" My heart is captivated Lord, by You alone Captured by the awes...

This song reminds me that I am captured and captivated alone by the Amazing Love of God. Forever I will be grateful for that love and forever I will love and worship the Lord.