S P E C I A L

All your life, you have been an outcast. All your life you have been unwanted. Those that were friendly to you kept you at arm’s length. Your life has been isolating and dark. You loved yourself, but no one else did. No one else saw what you saw. No one else loved you like you loved yourself.

No.

      One.

                 Love’s.

                           YOU.

You do not know how to accept love into your heart. You do not know how to connect with others emotionally. You give your love to everyone, but you do not know if that’s what love is. Can a single person love everything? Or is that an excuse? Is that an excuse that weakly covers your inability to truly love? To truly give everything you are to everyone and everything… Is such a thing possible? Are you simply a waste? Are you destined to be the outcast? Are you destined to keep people distant? Are you destined to feel alone? Are you destined to be abandoned all your life? Are you destined to be unloved?

You’re a monster. You are a monster. A monster is unloved, a monster is an outcast, a monster is unwanted. This has wrote the story of your life. This has made you who you are. This is why you are unsatisfied. This is why you are incomplete.

You want to cry. You want to feel weak. You want to feel anything that isn’t happiness. You want to feel something that’s real. You want to make yourself feel something. But you can’t. You cannot cry. Your body just won’t. Your body just can’t. Your body refuses to let you, no matter how much you beg it. You have written yourself a story that has left you to fail.