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Listen, I’m not here to tell you how to live your life. However I will say this. you’ve got to stop being so hard on yourself. You’re young, and you’ll figure everything out in time. All of this shit will be different, it will change. So let it change when it’s meant to. Relax, and take deep breaths. You’ll be okay.

And then I realised how easy it is for someone to pretend that they care; how easy it is for them to distract you with kindness just long enough to stab you in the back and escape before you realise you’ve been well and truly fucked. Anyone can pretend to be concerned about your sleeping patterns and anyone can ask about your dreams. You need to stop falling for words and start falling for actions before it’s too late. Before the knives build up and the pain builds up and everything becomes fucking unbearable and you end up on the floor surrounded by the regrets caused by boys who never even Gave A Fuck.