WTF?!?

Blinded/Choked

From a photoshoot I did some years back. The photographer had the Dom wrap bandages and leather belts around his hands and wrists before choking me. Thin bandages over my eyes too.

The photographer told the Dom to be gentle. I told him to be rough and aggressive. I wanted to see my discomfort and pain in the final result. Something authentic.

At one point - possibly in this photo but I forget - not only was my breath completely constricted - I was in heaven - but one of the belt beckles was pressing savagely into my throat.

Jordan Fox was always to die for. As in both sexy af and, well yeah, To Die For. I have always loved watching his sadistic brutality in porn, and put myself in the masochistic victim's place.

But what I love here is the shared connection between strangler and victim that you can see. There's both intimacy and opposition, which rings so true to my experience as a choke sub.

The look of defiance in the sub's eyes. I know that look. I have given that look, so many times. A look that says: Harder. A look that pushes the Dom into chokeout territory.

A look of challenge that disguises a deeper need: Take Me Out. All the way. Don't stop. Don't ever stop. A look which is a strange kind of twisted and inverted powerless power.