written formyselfonly

I know his life doesn’t easy lately. It seems so. Yet, somehow he make it worse with his ego.

I really wish he and his family are fine, healthy, and living with abundance.

Hope his sister won’t make any drama and being selfish like she used always did without she even realize it.

Dear Happy,

beberapa kali “gapapa”

pas kelewatan dan ku ‘meledak’ jadi ku yg kesannya ga ngerti & jahat 😢

She said she got a penalty by resigning from her current office.

“41 juta,” she said, like it was nothing.

I asked the basics. Contract? Signed. Of course, because she never heard me to not sign any contract if she travel overseas.

I suggest some advice, her answer is

“Gak boleh.”

“Gak mau.”

Because of her pride.

That’s Poppy. She walks into things headfirst, then refuses the exit.

It’s the pattern.

Every time I push her, bad things somehow happened

“Wait ya,” she said

“Barusan ditabrak… tabrakan beruntun.”

Seems I have to be ready AGAIN, if things needs to be recovered by me

I'm sorry if there's important moment in your life that you expect me out of it, I accidentally end up involved. Hope you can wisely see what actually happened. I know I was wrong, my intention is good, but the impact might not good.

Thank you for finally speak up! Happy, I'm waiting for you to finally say something when you usually did a silent treatment or being unclear about your want. Thank you for saying sorry for being emotional to me.

Happy, the burden in your shoulder is way heavier than everybody know. Happy kuat!! I know you are!