If I Have Words, They Fall Apart Here

Magnified

Ruptured

Left in the sunlight to burn

Told it isn’t good enough

Isn’t perfect enough

Isn’t reliable enough

Kiss it’ll make you float

Still not here

Working & Working

No rest

Then relax…..breathe

You’re jealous of the oxygen

Again keep me at a distance

I visit noxious again

We dance, I love you’s all over the floor

The love fleets constantly, give me some more

This burning raging thing in my chest

It’s not the best

I need it… keeps me alive

I need the love all the time

If not it’ll feel like waste

Hurt feelings, bad timing

Same old chaos, new ages

If you use our spark to burn me

Talk to me

I don’t like when you choose not to call

When you’re voice is silenced

But you speak so much so passionately

So whimsically

Theres a hope in you vocal chords

An strength in your wording

Love in your ink

You don’t mean for it to be but there is

That’s why I want to savor it

To cherish the love you speak into me

The absolute essence that you share with me

I have no choice but to honor it and feel that god has blessed me

With your love I have the pleasure of believing in miracles

Knowing for a fact that god had already kept me alive

You make me feel loved and cared and appreciated

I just want to reciprocate that

I may fall short

Write poems like this that don’t measure up to the words you’ve given me

I’ve written page after page knowing it could never be done

All I ask is don’t give up on me

Don’t walk away from this

Don’t give up on us.

If there are bad days let them pass

They don’t ever last

Water from thine eyes

Let me make them happy tears

I don’t want to fill your life with pain

Sorrow

Guilt

Sadness

I want to be your greatest friend

You’re most divine love

I want to be the warmth in chilly weather

The softness before you rest

The strength when you don’t have anymore

The peace when you cannot find any

If it’s just us we don’t need someone to talk to us