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Yeah don’t worry about it and thank you anyway! You did write for him once and I really liked your characterisation of him then, also sorry if me wanting him to be like trans in my request come off like I’m pushing that hc on you🫂 I love all interpretations of him, I just really liked that scenario specifically, sorry I wasn’t really clear in it
Ahh, see, this is where my own self-critical thoughts get me, i'm sorry. i honestly didn't think my little V fics would sway anyone to want more, but that is very lovely to hear!! i'll definitely keep your ask in mind for when i feel better overall and get over my writing slump (and feel like exploring V a bit more) <3
and no worries at all, i enjoy all versions of perpetua as well and it wouldn't be pushing anything on me that i hadn't considered or read and enjoyed before :) ♡
Hello! If you don’t mind, could I request a short fic with V x fem!reader, where reader comfort him about being trans? In this scenario he hadn’t fully transitioned, he especially worries because he knows she likes men specifically and all her previous partners were cis men, she comfort him about it saying in truth she didn’t know if she could date someone that haven’t transitioned fully yet but she find herself really in love with him, like really in love, one kind of love of a life time! She doesn’t really care about the bodies part anymore really, she want him no matter the way he is🤍
hi anon!! thank you for sending me your request, this sounds like a lovely idea and a very sweet reassuring scenario.
sadly, i have to say that this request feels very impersonal as to the kind of stories i tend to write, if that makes sense (like, why would you want me to write it in particular? i am not so well know for writing about V and i haven't really explored my gender HCs for him yet), so i wonder whether you sent this to me because you truly want ME to write it or if it's something you're just sending out to a multitude of writers in hopes that someone would write it for you.
i would usually love try my hand at something new, if i were feeling better creatively, so i am going to keep thinking about it and see if it sparks anything in the future when i have more time and inspiration. i just can't promise i'll be able to write this anytime soon. but if you have not in fact done that yet, i would encourage you to send it to another writer that has more of a grasp on Perpatua than i do. lots of talented people on here are writing beautiful trans Perpetua fics with the exact vibes that you are looking for! <3
hey, no obligation to respond to this if you can't but i wanted to pop in and tell you that i hope you feel better soon <3 there are brighter days ahead, i promise!
thank you so much, lovely 🫂 i am starting to feel a bit more settled, hopefully the next week will go by quickly so i can take some time to recover from work stress ♡
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i might be struggling to respond to messages for at least the next two or three weeks, friends. i'm in a stressful, demanding phase of work right now (end of semester here and i'm in a new position that means i basically have to supervise and administrate every single digital exam at my department which is a lot of pressure to be thrown into with no warning) and the first week already set back pretty much all of the progress i'd made in recovering my physical and mental health. i am not sure how to get through the next two weeks tbh, so if you have any kind thoughts to spare... :'))
Some of you go home together with someone, and some of you do not. Some people like it that way and, unfortunately, some do not. And it is very important that you acknowledge the fact some people are lonely. I have been lonely too, many times. But you know what? One thing is important that you remember: even in times of loneliness, as long as you have the spirits with you, you’re never entirely alone. But also, the utmost important thing to remember: things change. Things always change, with time.
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just wanna say i really appreciate that mini copia fic “breathe” with the reader doomscrolling or whatever at 3am… im currently getting my meds changed and thats basically exactly how ive been doing for the past few weeks so. it kinda hits close to home i guess. i just wish copia was also there for me to rely on lol. thank u for writing that it rly captures a very specific anxiety mindset and its good and im grateful for it
that makes me glad to hear but i'm also sorry you're dealing with all of this, anon. it's a situation i often find myself in, so it was written from my own experiences. i wish you only the best and hope you'll be feeling better soon. med changes can be so challenging, i hope you're okay 🫂
here is the fic for anyone wondering or needing it as well <3
i like when fiction treats love as a more complicated force and not something that is inherently pure or redemptive. portray it as flawed and complex as any other human impulse. give me love as prejudice, love as possessive stasis, love as addiction, love as blindness, etc.
🖤 What’s the darkest “we’ll never tell anyone” thing they’ve done together?
i have been thinking about this a lot. there aren't any things they wouldn't do for the other, really. i do think they'd hide a body if it came to it. there are some things i don't want to spoil that may or may not happen in this AU, especially when it comes to other stories, Secondo's family and what he'd do to protect his brothers (and in which Manon would always support him).
he's in Italy for a personal research project when they meet and Manon does overlook a few "rules" to help him with it, nothing crazy "dark", though.
i suppose the one thing that matters the most is the fact that they had to face Sister. like, she sees Secondo as a piece to move to her advantage and once he's discarded he's not worth much, so in his retirement there aren't many ways for him to be useful to her and his existence actively bothers her. she greatly disapproves of the way he acted during the papacy and doesn't have much respect for his ways (many of which were done excessively to provoke her in the first place).
so when it comes to Manon, she doesn't see why there should be special rules for them or why she should accomodate his wishes etc. she doesn't for a second believe that he truly means to be serious with her from the way she knows he's been acting. so they definitely had to fight for approval, in that sense, even if it meant dabbling in nasty clergy politics :')
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🫂 (favourite way to hold each other) and 🧩 (tiny habit of the other they find most adorable) for the manondo asks please :))
thank you douglas, my lovely!! these are very cute <3
🫂 What’s their favorite way to hold each other when words aren’t enough?
🥲 ahh. if it's either of them not feeling great/feeling vulnerable/needing comfort? manon will bury her face at his neck and sling her legs around him to hide away from the world and he'll just hold her as close as possible in sort of a sideways knot. in turn, he will rest his head either on her chest or in her lap, depending on the position, and she'll soothe him by stroking his head or back until his breathing calms.
now, if it's to show the other how much they mean to them it's usually a really close hug, often with her in his lap to get even closer, and he'll bury his hand in her hair to really hold her head against him. in general, secondo is a lot more physical than verbal, so very often when he means to say 'i love you' he takes her in his arms instead :')
🧩 What tiny habit of the other do they find unbearably adorable?
For Manon:
he meticulously shaves with a straight razor every morning and she loves to watch him, especially when he dramatically styles his mustache
he always wears a kitchen apron when cooking
he makes silly faces or babbles when he dreams (like, scrunching up his nose, scoffing, pursing his lips, mumbling, snoring)
he refuses to wear sunscreen unless she smears it on his face with ZERO cooperation on his part (she only poorly acts annoyed by this)
For Secondo:
loves to watch her read with full concentration, biting her lip whenever she does and other micro expressions he finds cute
she always curls up when she sleeps, be it against him or just on her own (and it's not the only reason he associates her with cats)
the fact that she can't sleep without a goodnight tea
the fact that she ALWAYS burries her hand underneath his shirt when he holds her (i actually have a snippet about this here) ♡
there are probably more i am forgetting now but yeah :)
