A Look Into My Mind

think of me

the day i left  was the day i fell apart.  i hated it, i hated seeing you pretend like you weren’t on the verge of  tears. i hated pretending not to notice. but i needed it. i couldn’t get you out of my mind so i chose to leave my mind behind. i let you have it, i let you live in it. running away from you was the only way i knew how to get away from you. and i thought that it would work. i really did. yet it didn’t. because as you can see, my body still knows you my fingers continue to write all about you. i handed you all of me, everything. i’m still yours and i don’t want to be.

Breathtaking, adj. Those mornings when we kiss and surrender for an hour before saying a single word.

I am slowly learning that some people are not good for me, no matter how much I love them. I deserve someone who is gentle and kind, because my soul is getting tired. Realizing that I deserve something good is one of the first steps.