#writingfinallysetfree

Oh darling please, you're tearing me apart limb from limb, heart from heart, soul from soul. Oh darling please, let me show what love truly is. Let me be a better me. Oh darling please, don't give up on me just yet I have so much more to show you. Oh darling please, my heart is singing for you. Don't you hear it? Oh, my darling, please..

What am I? I'll tell you what I'm not. I am not my depression, I am not my anxiety, I am not my insecurities. What am I? I'll tell you what I am. I am beautiful, I am kind, I am me, And I am enough.

Last night, you came to me. Intoxicated? Maybe. You say you were. High. Why? Why is it you come to me like that? Darling, be brave and come to me sober. "Let me better explain myself." Did you try? I am so confused. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I accept you apology. But, it doesn't change anything, it doesn't take away the hurt I felt and still feel. It doesn't change the fact that you broke my heart. I must be crazy ... I still love you. Oh, am I stupid? Should I pa k my things and run for the hills? Sometimes, I wish I could or even wanted to. Oh god. I love you. I want to love you. You don't want me to.

Did you love me, Or did you love the similarities? A distraction. A rebound. Have I been filled with false love?

Mend these damaged pieces. Hold me together, Allow my broken pieces to heal. Better than before, With love as the glue. Forgive my insecurities, For I will forgive yours. Love is the elixir.