Write The Wrong

Updated December 9th, 2025

Hello there! Thank you for visiting my page. If you're looking for Saezuru you can find links to download all the chapters I've translated so far below. All chapters, scanlated by various scanlation groups, are available to read on MangaDex. I'll be updating this pinned post as new chapters come out. The next chapter (chapter 64) is due out January 30th, 2026. The 9th volume was released on Oct 1st, 2024 so we're into the 10th volume now.

The drama cd for volume 9 was released on April 23rd 2025.

Please make sure you buy the manga when it becomes available to you. <3

Dowload links for chapters/extras I've translated:

Chapter 53 || Chapter 54 || Chapter 55 || Chapter 56 || Chapter 57 || Chapter 58 || Vol 9 extras || Chapter 59 || Chapter 60 || Chapter 61 || Chapter 62 || Chapter 63

FAQ

◈◈Where can I purchase the ihr Hertz magazine, which publishes the serialized chapters of Saezuru?

You can find all available issues of ihr Hertz on B's Garden's website. There are links to buy each issue on Japanese Amazon (the little pink icon with a shopping cart and 購入 written on it). If you live outside of Japan you should still be able to make a Japanese Amazon account and ship the magazine to your country, or alternatively, almost all issues have a digital option you can purchase. Ordering the magazine through Amazon may not be an option available to folks who live in certain areas, however.

◈◈When does the digital version of the ihr Hertz magazine come out?

It's usually released on the 3rd Friday following the paper release. Usually.

◈◈Where can I purchase official Saezuru volumes in Japanese?

As of December 2025 you can purchase volumes 1-9 in paperback or digital format on Japanese Amazon. Here's the link to volume 1 to get you started.

◈◈Where can I purchase official Saezuru volumes in English?

As of December 2025 you can purchase the official English translations of volumes 1-7 in paperback and digital format on June manga's website.

◈◈Is there a way to buy Japanese Saezuru chapters individually, without the magazine?

There is no way to do this for chapters that haven't been compiled into a volume already. That is, as of December 2025, ch 1-58 are available for individual purchase, but all chapters after are only available in their respective issues of ihr Hertz magazine. As far as I know, it's also impossible to purchase individual chapters from outside Japan (unless you have a good VPN).

◈◈Where can I purchase the Saezuru drama cds?

As of December 2025, the drama cds for volume's 1-9 are available through the Japanese Amazon. Here's the link to the cd for volume 1 to get you started. Again, depending on where you live, you should be able to make an account and ship it to your country.

◈◈What's up with the Saezuru movies?

😢 The first Saezuru movie "The Clouds Gather" was released February 15th, 2020. There has been no official news of the second movie "The Storm Breaks" aside from the short teaser trailer at the ending of the first movie. Considering that the studio responsible for producing the first film, Grizzly, was dissolved on Feb 20th, 2025, it seems very unlikely that there will be any more Saezuru movies.

◈◈Will you share the Japanese raw scans with me?

I will not. They are available for purchase at the links I mentioned above. I understand that you may not be able to access those sites for various reasons depending on where you're located, but I can't help you. Thank you for understanding.

◈◈Will you share the drama cd audio files with me?

I will not. They're available for purchase at the link I mentioned above.

Doumeki to me seemed clinical? Most of all. I wouldn’t be surprised to discover that Izumi-san is actually Doumeki’s sex therapist and consultant. And with that I don’t imply that they necessarily have or had sex. I wouldn’t be surprised if Doumeki, feeling guilty and conflicted after realizing how complicated the situation with Yashiro was, thanks to that talk with Nanahara, asked for her advice. She is responsible for the girls at the club and she likely would know how to handle certain sensitive circumstances. Doumeki could have asked if she knew what to do with someone who was sexually assaulted.

It seems clear to me from this new chapter, at least, that the news delivered by Inami definitely registered. Doumeki’s approach is much more calculated now, he kept his attention on every expression Yashiro made. He is pushing, again, but this is deliberate instead of clumsy, and this isn’t anymore him trying to make it rough, because now he knows that rough doesn’t do it for Yashiro anymore. Now he knows that Yashiro responds to him specifically. And he is steering back towards gentle and loving, observing, observing the moment that triggers Yashiro’s fear. It was hard to see that Yashiro recognized Doumeki from four years ago, recognized that what they were doing was like that one time, like making love and he couldn’t help it and pulled back in fear. This is underlined so masterfully by the visual representation and expressed verbally later, so that it is shown and experienced before being told and explained.

This manga is amazing. All those nuances and also the ease with which Yoneda-sensei moves their bodies and the point of view. The details of Yashiro’s hands, how he opens his body to Doumeki, the shadow that one body cast on the other. This is artistically beautiful and every moment is meaningful.

Alright folks here are the goods!

You can find the chapter at the links below:

MediaFire DL ⎹⎹ MangaDex

Since I didn't say this on my last couple of uploads I'm just gonna climb up on my soap box for a minute. I want to remind folks that I don't want these scanlations to end up on huge manga aggregate websites that ultimately make profit (whether from ad revenue or selling people's data, or whatever) from hosting scanlations that they themselves didn't create. Actually, even if the folks running those sites did make the scans themselves, I still think it would be wrong. I believe scanlations are an awesome way to introduce fans to new titles and keep international fans in the loop of titles that would otherwise take months or years to be officially available in their language (or never be available) so that's why I make them, but at the same time I don't think it's right for anyone except the original author to make money off them.

I know there's no way to really stop these scans from being uploaded to aggregate sites, but if you see them there, know that I didn't give permission for them to be uploaded.

Also, no shade to folks who do choose to use those sites - I certainly used many of those aggregate sites before I could read Japanese and before MangaDex was available - but now that something like MangaDex does exist I think we should support them! ^^

Alright, I'm getting off my soap box now.

Here's an image of D, accepting reality into his patient heart. <3

Hi there!

Thank you for your amazing work. To have an english translation within two days of the Japanese hard copy release, with cleaned up sfx too, is pretty dang amazing. What a treat.

Grammar question here. Why the past tense for the question but the present for the answer?

Hello Crayonkant ^^ Thank you for reading 💛

As expected, you have sharp eyes! I was hoping to have a chance to talk about this grammar choice.

The original Japanese is this:

Doumeki: 酷いの好きでしたよね Yashrio: 好きだよ

Directly translated:

D: [You] liked cruel things, didn't you? Y: [I] like [it/you]

In the original Japanese, Sensei makes the very deliberate choice to change the tense from past to present. This choice, along with Y's expression, serves as a big hint to D (and readers) that Y is trying to convey another meaning here.

Taken at face value it just seems like D is confirming that Y liked cruel things done/said to him and Y confirms that he still likes those things done to him even now. However, Y chooses this very particular way to respond to D, even though there are other phrases he could have used to confirm that he liked cruel things done to him.

The expression 好きだよ only works to convey "I like/love you" if it's said in the present tense. Y could have said 好きだったよ (I did like it) or he could have just said "Yeah" or some other simple acknowledgement. These other ways of responding wouldn't have carried the double meaning, but would have been just as natural.

I wanted to highlight the same grammar choice in the translation so I chose to latch onto the tag question portion of D's dialogue, "didn't you" - past, and have Y respond with "I do" - present. I hoped it would stand out as much as the Japanese version does and still convey the hidden confession.

Hello folks, I have the goods.

You can find chapter 56 here. ^^

I made a translating choice that I hope doesn't make people angry, but here's your fair warning that I didn't translate 好きだよ as "I like you".

If you're looking for the other chapters I've translated you can find them here:

ch 55 ch 54 ch 53

D is so happy you've taken an interest in his life 💜

I’ll post a summary after I read it. The full chapter should be up in a few days 💛

Ho. Ly. SHIT you guys are going to freak the fuck out over this chapter. While reading most of it I was just shouting various expletives into the ether in my apartment lol

There's a detailed summary under the cut for those who wish to avoid spoilers ^^

Doumeki returning to confiscate Yashiro's cigarette while admitting he doesn't 'like it' marks a significant progression. From the previous panels it seems evident that Doumeki has realized Yashiro's emotional vulnerability, realizing that Yashiro is only emotionally intimate with him. Despite previously attributing his presence to orders, the latest chapter shows a shift. With Tsunakawa's directive to stop observing Yashiro, Doumeki lacks that excuse.

After the time skip, Doumeki's connection with Yashiro seemed tethered to a sense of duty (or so he purposely made everyone around him including Yashiro believe), as he often cited orders as the reason for maintaining proximity. However, when Tsunakawa intervenes in this chapter and instructs Doumeki to discontinue his surveillance of Yashiro, it erases the impersonal justification he once clung to. In the absence of external directives, the logical course for post time skip Doumeki would have been to withdraw, and silently figure out another excuse to stay either by his side or 'observe' him from a distance without Yashiro knowing (like he has all these years gathering current information about him from informers).

Surprisingly, Doumeki doesn't follow the expected path after Tsunakawa's directive. He does leave after informing Yashiro, but then he comes back without the usual excuse of orders or duty, opening the door for a more personal understanding. His comment about disliking Yashiro's cigarette habit adds to this, especially when it comes to Yashiro who is prone to taking things at face value (especially now that he is sure that Doumeki holds no love for him), would perceive Doumeki's return and candid comment as genuine. The shift from a duty-bound presence to a more personal and emotionally invested one challenges Yashiro's understanding of their dynamic, introducing a layer of complexity and depth to their evolving relationship.

But then again, just like Yashiro took Doumeki's comment about him not liking Yashiro having sex with anyone else as a way of Doumeki disliking him and his sexual promiscuity, so he might take this as something Doumeki dislikes about him as well.

This is still a huge step for both time skip Doumeki and their relationship and I cannot wait to see how this unfolds in ch 56!

Where to even start, I wonder.

Well, I'll just start with the thing that jumps out at me most this chapter, and that's actually Tsunakawa, and the impression of him I'm left with.

I know everyone keeps going on about how hot he is in this chapter, but I think people are kind of missing the point with him. With ALL these characters, really, except Yashiro and Doumeki, which is that they're all bad people, Tsunakawa included. Tsunakawa comes across to me as a total psychopath in this chapter, when we get to see his history with Kai and how that all ties into what's going on now with Okuyama and the kidnapping, etc... Kai even says that Tsunakawa isn't the "kind of guy" to just let things go. Tsunakawa, in the past, wasn't satisfied with simply regaining the money that Kai had robbed one of his clients of, but wanted to, out of what seemed to me an inclination toward petty violence and sadism, to both physically hurt and humiliate Kai, and in the process, throw an at the time desperate Okuyama under the bus and destroy his reputation. We basically get shown here that what's happening to Tsunakawa now, and his group, including his daughter being kidnapped, is a result of his own past refusal to show any kind of mercy or leniency. Kai stole the money to begin with because he was upset at Tsunakawa for choking him and humiliating him, just for carrying out one of his own orders in the "wrong place". All this bad shit, including Yashiro now being dragged into this situation and placed directly in danger because of it, is basically Tsunakawa's own fault.

Now the reason I think this is important is because after we're shown all of this, we then see Tsunakawa order Doumeki to stay away from Yashiro. He doesn't like Yashiro, and he doesn't want Yashiro involved particularly WITH Doumeki. Remember he had Kamiya spying on Doumeki and Yashiro specifically because he was suspicious of their relationship. I think Tsunakawa is very petty and very selfish, like most of these men in the Yakuza, something that I think is backed up by what we see of him in this chapter, and he's become possessive of Doumeki, similarly to how Misumi is possessive of Yashiro. He says he'll talk directly to Misumi to settle the matter, which I think also shows a disregard for Yashiro's own agency. I see a lot of parallels between Misumi and Tsunakwa at this point. They've both endangered the people that matter to them, in one way or another, by being petty and selfish.

Now if Misumi DOES get involved, and finds out what Yashiro's been up to, and particularly, finds out about his re-connection with Doumeki, that also complicates things, and worries me a lot. Misumi is violent, and Tsunakawa is violent, and they're both willing to kill and maim to hold on to what they think belongs to them.

It feels to me like this is being set up as almost a tug-of-war between Misumi and Tsunakawa, and Yashiro and Doumeki.

It doesn't help that Kai now knows who Yashiro is and his involvement with Doshenkai. Yashiro isn't aware that Kai knows about his connection to Doumeki, and thus Tsunakawa's group either, which leaves him and Doumeki vulnerable.

I have a feeling this could all turn very ugly, very fast, and the fallout has the potential to be devastating.

All that aside, Doumeki's reaction to Inami's revelation about Yashiro is also really interesting. He tells Inami, before he finally leaves him, that he's "disgusting", and then we see Doumeki sitting in his car, recalling the sexual encounters he's had with Yashiro recently, with what I think is a really stricken expression.

Now, I don't know if his expression is indicative of him realizing that he's "broken" Yashiro, like Yashiro begged him not to four years previous, him realizing that he's bound Yashiro to him, truly, and in the process destroyed his only coping mechanism to deal with his trauma, or if it's an expression of guilt, maybe, for being rough and unkind with Yashiro, only to now understand that Yashiro wants to be treated kindly and gently. His comment to Inami about being "disgusting", and his immediate reaction afterward makes me think Doumeki is feeling a sense of guilt and self-deprecation again for, in his mind, behaving toward Yashiro like Inami might (he hasn't, of course, but we know Doumeki's tendency to think badly of himself, or fear that he's like his father, etc...). But then, him looking again at the memory card with the video of Inami and Yashiro, as if contemplating watching it, has me wondering if he's afraid to confirm what Inami claims about Yashiro's impotency, because it will confirm for him that Yashiro indeed has feelings for him. Doumeki's in a bad situation, if that's the case, because he's beholden now to Tsunakawa. We have to remember a recurring theme in Saezuru is that love can't exist in a world like that of the Yakuza. It isn't compatible with that world.

お待たせしまた！

Thank you for waiting patiently - here's ch 55 ^^

If you're looking for the previous chapters I've translated then you can read ch 54 here and ch 53 here

Here you go, a young Tsunakawa for your troubles~

adjective:

no longer wild; domesticated; tame:

old xian’s 19 days - English translation 

#19天#  后山。 ​​​(#19days#  Back Mountain.)

old xian’s 19 days “Departure”