How do I explain to my legal guardians that I’ve gained awareness of how superficial and vague the reality humanity created for itself is and that I have no desire of getting a job and being a functional member of society because I refuse to contribute to something unnatural that was forced upon me that brings me nothing but exhaustion and loneliness and the feeling that all my essence is being stripped away from me and everyone around me has been indoctrinated to believe that a persons worth is what they produce or how efficient they are when in reality there is no such thing as worth, we literally invented that, everything exists for the same reason. Our purpose is simply to exist, there is so much freedom in that, we could’ve done anything but instead we built a cage for ourselves. We’re no superior highly intelligent beings we are fucking DUMB AND RETARDED. The world was our oyster and we decided to destroy it and made cities and factories and fucking churches when we could’ve been free. I refuse to contribute to this, I will be free, I will be crazy, I will be an outcast, I will be isolated I don’t give a shit I don’t want to associate myself with any of you pieces of shit
