brb gonna stab a tree

It just baffles me, though. A year is shorter than a sweep. And yet Luke did everything in his power to be there for the date. Luke fought so hard to be back in time for it. Luke came back with something incredible. The date mattered. The person matters most. But he did not miss it.

It is so stupid. Every time I have some sort of urge, I have to clarify that it is just an urge for me. It is not a ploy for attention, it is not some pointed remark, or a flaunting of attention. I am not trying to cast a net to see what I catch. I am not trying to make anyone feel like they are not a real choice... But everyone else gets to speak and flirt and be semi-public with their desires. Not me. I have to make a disclaimer in case someone spots it and I am shut out for even longer.