oh, the hazards of love!

i should be allowed to psychically project all my agonies onto people who try to minimize my disabilities. oh yeah, "its not that hard"? watch this

When u return to the songs on an almost perfect album that didn’t click and they finally do and are actually the most beautiful subtle and nuanced beauties that perfectly display the artists mastery of their craft it makes u wonder what else have you overlooked. And is this world secretly more beautiful than I’ll ever know? How embarrassing. Is all of my hopelessness just disguised arrogance ? And if so then there is a way out. we just have to keep looking and be open to chance

I been reading the Expanse books after watching the show and the biggest difference I've noticed so far is that James Holden from the books really just isn't much of a character--he's John Spaceman, professional protagonist--and by contrast James Holden from the show comes off like a Mad Max-esque meditation on the horror of being a protagonist.

i said the jaws!