Ever since I was a little boy I knew I needed to be deeply ashamed of my desires wants and of course also needs

I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle and it hurts but some pain is normal, right? Everyone says it's supposed to be hard. It is a marathon after all. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but honestly it could be worse, right? I heard someone once finished with a broken leg. The ankle is nothing compared to that. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but you can get used to pain, right? The body can endure almost anything. The problem is always the mind. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but I made it this far, that means I can keep going, right? Everyone says it's supposed to be hard. It is a marathon after all.

"time heals all wounds" WRONG. time is chasing me with a knife

Nah I don’t have memory issues I remember my childhood pretty well.yeah everything I remember has been recorded or told to me and anything outside of that I don’t remember unless it was bad but like that’s fine

I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST I CANNOT GO BACK TO !!!!!! anyways

Anytime someone feels a negative emotion I feel like I’m about to get abused

nobody in the entire world has ever known what to do with me

if something fundamental in me wasn’t missing i would be so fun to be around

i have loved shane hollander for my whole life i was just waiting for him to show up. but i've loved him the whole time