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It's 15 days i was able to deny myself, yesterday i edged many time then sleep and wake up many time inbetween and edged myself again and then while edging in the morning i tried to control but it slip, i was thinking of my biggest turn ons like cuckolding, sissification and then i had a ruined orgasm, you know i tried alot to stop it but it slipped and there was not even a single good feeling dopamine also. It was totally useless and broke my streak 😭😭 I really feel bad about and now i will have to start again. I regreat it alot 😭, I will complete 30 days with orgasm this time.

I am getting too desperate to cum. It's 11th day since i did not cum. Now i think 30 days are too too much. I did not think i will be this much desprate while creating the poll. That was insane of you all to choose 30 days in the last poll. You know i will gonna be too too much of a premature since i am not masterbating which trains to control. This way i am gonna be a in the top ranking for pre mature. I have been pussyfree and i guess it's better to be pussy free for life. there will still be a good sex life this way like being cuckold and clean up and feminized.