𝙥𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙜𝙧𝙚𝙬.

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❛      i   don’t   actually   remember   why   we   don’t   like   him,   or   what’s   happened   to   get   us   to   this   point.   is   it   too   late   to   fix   it?   ❜

peter literally just sitting there and watching his friends messing around.

unsent message from his friends and basically anyone that peter knows xoxo

the    idea    that    the    world    they    know,    the    life    they    have    all,    could    be    something   that    could   end   and   something    that    no    one    will    be    able    to    stop    poisons    his    mind    daily.    it    has    him    constantly    fretting    and    it    makes    him    sick,    sucking    everything    good    out    of    him    ;    the    fear    that    the    unforgivable    is    inevitable.    he    gulps,    pushing    down    the    unease    down    as    distressed    eyes    follow    her    motion,    zoning    in    on    her    stomach.    fingers    tighten    on    the    handle    of    the    mug,    shaking    ever    so    slightly    but    enough    for    the    trained    eye    to    notice    and    he    places    the    glassware    on    the    table    in    front    of    him    before    he    ends    up    doing    something    worse.    the    clinking    of    the    glass    on    the    table    echoes,    idle    fingers    now    vacant    subconsciously    tap    on    the    wooden    coffee    table.    he    feels    like    he    needs    to    be    doing    something,    the    itch    under    his    skin    becoming    too    much.        ❛        he    always    has    thought    that.            ❜        he    breathes    softly,    letting    his    shoulders    deflate    a    little    at    the    idea    of    james,    his    friend.            ❛        you    have    always    done    too    much    also.    you    care    too    hard,    lils.    ❜        he    only    wishes    that    he    could    be    just    like    her,    always    thinking    the    best    of    others    and    always    doing    the    most    to    help.    he    can    only    offer    himself    and    he    knows    that    not    enough.    

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