perpetually tired

Hi so I haven't been active on here for like... forever..... And I don't intend to but I have some friends who use tumblr and said they'd promote my commissions post if I made one... So here we are :)

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Hi, so my name is Modris. I'm a college student looking for a side income while I work on getting independence from my parents. I'm not in an emergency situation, but sharing + reblogging would still be appreciated.

What do I do?

I draw mostly digital art of characters, so this is what I’ll mostly draw. I will draw art of characters, ocs. I am fine drawing angst and gore.

I will not draw heavy robots/mecha (I don’t know how), fetish or other gross prompts. I will deny commissions based on it if you request it.

How to pay

I accept Cashapp or Venmo mostly. If there’s another service that works for you, we can discuss it in private. Unless I know you personally, payment will be 50% before and 50% after, so I know I’m not being scammed. The prices listed here are the base prices, but I will always be free to negotiate based on your budget!! I don’t mind giving discounts/lower prices.

Communication

If you want to commission me, please DM me here or on Instagram (@modrisw) with your request and budget. I will get back to you within the day and we can plan out a timeline for when you want it. If you want progress updates, please specify it. Also provide references for the character(s) you want. The more detail the better!

Please note I am a full time college student with a busy schedule. I will make time for it, but it will not be instant.

Prices

Size

Bust : $15

Half body : $25

Full body : $35

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Coloring

Sketch : $10

black and white: $15

Colored: $20

colored + shaded: $30

These two elements will add up for the final price. Extra characters are $10-20 dollars depending on your budget. I will draw icons for $5 each.

Examples (Sketches)

Examples (Colored)

Examples (Shaded)

- my girlfriend calling me a golden retriever boyfriend

i’m a polyamorous person who’s struggled with depression since i first found out. these two things are not linked but they are intricately connected. i also struggle with anxiety and dissociation. long story short, romance is very hard for me to experience sometimes.

sometimes i can forget or distance myself and isolate myself and forget what its like to love when i get so into my own little mental hole but then i come out and its amazing and i remember why its so important to me. what also comes of this is i get afraid that i’m not doing love right. which is stupid, there’s no one way to do love right (as long as your healthy, sane and consensual).

i think what i forget is that every love is different. my love with my girlfriend is quieter, longstanding but still deep. we don’t see each other much outside of school but it’s still there and strong and i know she’ll support me through it all. my love with my long distance boyfriend is newer, it’s constant and active and sometimes all encompassing like online relationships can get. my love with my other boyfriend is supportive and fun, we talk almost every day and i never get tired of it.