ˋ Rain H.

There are small revolutions that lead to bigger ones. Like the day I fought against my will to turn my feelings and direct them towards myself. I promised that I would transform every inch of love I had for you and let it manifest inside of me; only so I could let you go through something other than hate.

Maybe all I need is to start drawing boundaries for my own expectations and stop myself from feeling as though I am the reason behind this silence. 

To step out of the space that I am in and abandon the shadow lurking in the dark, leaving behind me an undecided room full of empty promises and “what ifs” that seems to suffocate me.

Maybe, just maybe, then I will be happy.

— R.H.